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2010-06-27T20:17:00.004+08:00

ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I POST!
I doubt anyone else will come and look at my blog anymore,
It's like dead for . . . . . Months?!
Laughs. Anyway,
I got rid of my 香菇头 and I'm no longer branded 惊世骇俗丑不拉叽香菇头!
Though it's the same,
It's been three years, and I kept waiting,
And waiting, and waiting, and waiting.
School is starting again for me, and this time,
I will work harder and harder,
Just to not disappoint my loved few and myself. ^^
Lets just work hard together everyone. (:

WOOSA: 1)I like you because you are you. 2)I like you because I know you since i'm 15? 3)I like you because you were once my girlfriend! 4)I like you because when I'm sick, you will get some sushi or porridge to my house and just watch me eat. 5)I like you because you have a wicket heart towards some, but a sweet smile when facing me. 6)I like you because you beat me and said that beating means care. 7)I like you because you will laugh when i showed you a middle finger and said scolding means love. 8)I like you because you will try to drink "my" mushroom soup when i feed you, even when you are already full. 9)I like you because you like all my cooking, though i know it taste awful. 10)I like you because you will let me wash your hair for you. 11)I like you because you are the first one to ever bring me to K-Box to sing songs. 12)I like you because you will come to my bed when I'm asleep and I will have a certain feeling, and i will wake up. 13)I like you because you sent me a birthday card, indicating that I'm a lobster. 14)I like you because you saw a book and the author was named Larry Crab, and start questioning whether I'm a lobster or a crab! 15)I like you because when I am moody, you will pick up flowers nearby and try to make me happy! 16)I like you because you are the one who makes my blog looks so nice. 17)I like you because you will find me even though you need to be home early. 18)I like you because you will give me a surprise although i kind of expected it. 19)I like you because you told me I was the first guy to celebrate our one month together. 20)I like you because you told me I was the first guy to ever buy you flowers. 21)I like you because even though the flowers are rotting, you still don't bear to throw the flowers away. 22)I like you because your head is smaller than the lollipop. 23)I like you because you are fairer than any other girls I've seen. 24)I like you because we were once Audi couple. 25)I like you because you say that guys who say their girlfriends are cute, are not good guys. 26)I like you because you will try to forgive me after a lot of things had happened. 27)I like you because you just have the power to stay in my heart for so long, that even last week when i talked about you to Kolyn, I went crying. 28)I like you because till now, you are the only one i wanted to sit with on the Singapore Flyer. 29)I like you because you will come to my God-Mother's shop and think she really is my mother. 30)I like you because you are weird when you are sick, you will tell me its cold outside the air-con room, and it's hot inside the air-con room. 31)I like you because you are the only that can get me so worried after hearing you are sick, and made me come to find you straight away even though i was tired and having slight fever. 32)I like you because your warmth of your hug will never be forgotten. 33)I like you because you felt happy after I told you I'm investing on you. 34)I like you because you said that no one is going to love me more than you do. 35)I like you because you will be angry, sad and jealous when other girls ask me to be their boyfriend. 36)I like you because you don't like the sun as well. 37)I like you because you don't like strawberries, and it is so rare that girls dun like strawberry. 38)I like you because you don't like to get into the water, other than bathing and raining. 39)I like you because you are angry at me because me and Diane once joked to bring you to the swimming pool for sun tanning and feeding you with strawberries as they are all what you don't like. 40)I like you because you asked me not to run to the MRT when you are already reaching. 41)I like you because you are the first girl that I took neoprints with. 42)I like you because we went to arcade not to play, but to stone! 43)I like you because you want to introduce me to your friends, though I'm super shy! 44)I like you because we will take cab home even though it is just a 5 minutes walk. 45)I like you because I can invest my money on you! 46)I like you because you will think for me and try not to let me waste money! 47)I like you because you will bring sweets in your bad and i will steal them to eat. 48)I like you because you drew a page full of my character! 49)I like you because you will try not to let me see the paper, though I know what it was.
Most of all, 50)I like you because you left me with no other girls that i can fall for anymore.

I hope you only have 50 pieces of puzzle for them to piece them altogether. ):
Well, its 50 already! 49 more to go! And it will be harder to continue. :(

2010-03-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

A summary of what had happened for the past few days.

8-10 March
I had a camp at somewhere near Kranji? The camp was quite fun as I get to know more about my class? And the trainers are wonderful. :D They can make some very good friends. Day 2 was fun! We kayak in the morning, when the sun is burning! And now my leg got this tan line. T_T So ugly. x.x After lunch, went for a land expedition. And we led our trainers around. Hahahaha. In the end, we only manage to complete all except one checkpoint. While going back, I played with Audrey, telling her to say ahh when i bang-ed her. And she did it in a very cute way. HAHAHAHA. Then i say her childish. :x Halfway going back, it rained and we got stuck in the pathetic rain. Everyone was squeezing a small bus-stop. Finally the rain got smaller and all of us went back to the camp site. At night, we had our campfire! Azlan was leading the campfire, and he was so damn cute and funny! It was our turn to cheer, and I did the most interesting dance for my class. Everyone in my class was squatting and i danced alone. Guess what dance was that? The DaLang's Dance! I was damn paiseh for the whole dance! Everyone was laughing at me! The last day of camp, we got to clear our area, and my class was in-charge of the girls toilet! The girls are damn dirty. They can leave their "you know what" inside and not throw them away. Damn disgusted by their "you know what". After the others clear it, it was my turn to play in the toilet! I guess only i was washing and enjoying the whole thing! I keep spray water at my whole class! Hahahaha. It was time to go off from the camp. Trainer Audrey and Mavis came back with us on the bus. After we reach school, Me, Audrey and Mavis went to Bedok to eat and chat. I even saw my teachers at Bedok! They was looking at me in a "dunno what" look! After that they went home and I went down to 32 to find my friends. When we reached, we went to 15 ShenHua there to celebrate my friend's father birthday. Lucky I dint have to drink! After cutting the cake, I went to eat with Hao and Bao then jiu went home le.

12 March
After school, I went down to Bedok to meet Audrey and Mavis again Audrey wanted to make a pair of specs for herself. After that we went to buy Mavis's cookie mix. We decided to play pool so we went to Tampines Safra, but there was alot of people playing, and we cant get a table for ourself, so we went down to eat at the cafe. The food there was not bad after all, Our order was: 1 Apple tea, Hot mocha, Iced milo, Egg Mayo salad, Banana muffin, Cajun chicken with rice, Vegetarian wrap, Apple crumbler and a Black and white brownie with ice cream. I wanted to pay for everything but the girls dun allow me to! So nehminds, I kept the money. Went to Tampines to meet their friend and wanted to play L4D. We went to KRTC but it was full, so we stayed outside. I saw Mosa inside playing Audition so I went in for awhile. I placed my wallet on the table and played a game, after that, I left without my wallet, and I didn't notice it. It was an hour later that I realized my wallet was not with me. I went back in to check, but it was gone. Called Mosa to confirm if he saw my wallet, but the result was bad. I asked Audrey to go back home as it was already very late and I didn't want her to be very tired, but she did not want to go back home. I was feeling rather guilty at that point of time. Made a police report then called my brother to come fetch me from Bedok as Audrey going to Mavis house to stay over.

I'm sorry Audrey and Mavis for causing so much trouble for you two, especially Audrey. You stay so far from east area but still accompanied me to the police station to make my report and had to stay over at Mavis's house as it's much closer to her house. I really damn paiseh lor. Let me make up for you two ok?

This is for you

2010-02-25T23:19:00.004+08:00

This is for you

I'm jealous for every guy that hugged you or you hugged,
because for one moment,
they had my whole world in their arms.

I apologize that I misunderstood you.
I am really jealous of Raymond,
because you can every time see him,
disiao him.
And you will not disiao me.
I am really worried for you.
And it's just because of that one verse.
A lot of people know you are hard on the outside,
but little do they know you are soft in the inside.
But I know,
so I hope you can find me when you feel troubled,
when you need a pillar to lean on,
when you need a pillow to shout into,
when you need a bolster to hug on,
when you need someone to talk to,
when you need someone to accompany you,
when you need someone at the most crucial time.
I want to be the one that is special and important to you.

2010-02-22T09:24:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.
Its been a long time since i updated. :x
Its the chinese new year season.
I wish everyone a happy chinese new year. :D
Been out playing with friends for the whole of last week.
Was feeling damn happy, shag tired.
Those kind of mixed feelings, only we will know why. :D
Had so much fun with everyone.
Especially Mr Chia, name Gong Ong. :D
Hahahaha.
As long as he is around, everyone will laugh like an idiot.
But when he is serious, he is not nice. T_T
Hahahaha.
Been with someone i like these while.
Hope that she do feel me, cause i will be awaiting for the day to arrive de.
:D
Have a great time ahead. :)

P.S. Your hair smells nicer at night, after you bathe. :x HAHAHA. x3

2010-01-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

Gahs~
This few days real sleepy.
In class keep dosing off,
then kenna catch by my teachers.
Hahahaha.

Recently nothing much went on again.
Last saturday went to find rinn,
then go her house while waited for yx to come find us.
Waited for her brother too then went to eat steamboat.
Eat until damn not happy,
the food is like damn not nice. -.-
After that we rushed for the last train to cine leisure.
Actually wanted to K-Box till morning with huifen, yx, rinn and me de.
But Huifen suddenly pua stunt,
And we just got angry and accept it.
Then went off to grandlink to sing our heart out.
Lols.
That night then is really "the havoc night".
Hahahaha.
We really can be ourself when we are together
as we dun mind showing our worst image.
Hahaha.
The prove of how close we are together.
With more people maybe we wont be so damn havoc le ba?
Hahaha
Hope more of this night will come.

After singing got some taiji,
went to settle then go eat again.
And after that, Go home slp!
I wake up the next day felt something very diff, very wrong.
Rinn is not online!
That is like so not her.
She sure online de,
Somemore she is never online for the whole day,
till the next day morning.
I was damn worried la,
Then sms-ed her, called her,
Never pick up.
Until the next day morning,
She replied something else. -.-
I was damn angry.
People so worried about her, yet she dun care our feelings. LOLS
I still thought she was kidnapped. :x
But wadeva it is, she now is ok,
And we are relieved. :D

2010-01-14T17:45:00.002+08:00

Second week of school,
and I already have my second mc.
Hahaha!
Guess there will surely be more, about 20 more or so. :X
Every week can at least take once.
Hahaha.

I'm still sick,
and this Saturday i'm going to sing song!
How am I going to do that? Lols!
Just hope i can get well soon,
And the medicine the doctor prescribe for me,
Is Super big. -.-
And i hate big pills.
Last time swallow a panadol also vomit le. -.-

Well,
my life is super boring for now.
But i hope my girlfriend does make it interesting,
If not,
I don't know what will happen next time. Haha.
Oh ya, Grats darling in getting a boyfriend. :D
Last long with him ya?

2010-01-04T17:03:00.002+08:00

Its the start of my first day of upper sec,
that means,
I finally can wear long pants for the first time in my 5 yrs of sec school life.
Hahaha.
That's like so pathetic,
but its alright since i want to study.
But laziness have not go for their holidays,
and its stuck to me.
So sick of it.

Today is my first day and guess what,
I dropped my phone into the drain.
That's like so lucky.
Hahaha.
First time my phone went for a dip,
its not deep though.
And now,
my phone is back to normal,
I think so.

Gonna post next time.
See ya~

2009-12-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

Back to post, getting real bored staying at home for the whole day.
Nothing much recently, been doing nothing but rotting.
I want to have a better life!
Everything and everyone around me is starting to change.
I want to change too!
Hahaha.
Im such a pathetic guy right now.
If there is one thing i want to change,
it will surely be my attitude. -.-
Sarks to the core!
Even i cant stand myself.

p.s. I'm still a freaking hongster.

2009-12-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

Aiyo, nowadays so many problems.
Just a simple and fast post.
Jiaxin, its impossible that HuiFen and I will be together.
You don't think too much.
If you would to jio me, i might be together with you.
But things are not as simple as you think.
I may be a very simple guy.
But to my love life, its very hard to predict who am I.
You seem to have so much fun at chalet.
Being so close to rayson.
I see le i also will abit jealous de la.
I don't know what to think and what to do.
Once again, HuiFen is a friend which I will be very close to.
If you think that you cannot accept the fact,
then maybe you will not be able to be together with me.

2009-12-14T02:38:00.003+08:00

After so long, I'm still at the crossroad.
Wondering what will it be like, friend, love, hate.
I don't know what to do or what to think.

Its one day that a girl appears at my doorsteps.
I had invited her in for a meal.
And everthing seems so normal.
Out of the blue, I got her number.
We started to be in contact.
Day after day, our chats became longer and longer.
Our days had each other by our sides.
I don't know what my heart wants, but, having her as a friend is great!
Eventually, I started to hang out with other friends.
It went quite smooth and soon, I became their friend.
But, it was really then that I've know;
Its not i earn something more than my lost, but,
Lost something irreplaceable.

Some things are just too unique to be lost.
We must cherish what we have when we can.
Sometimes losing is not a bad thing,
But its something bad now,
And i know it.
I don't want to lose someone important as you!
You too know how i feel for you.
Seriously, if you were to leave my doorsteps,
Never will there be another you.
I mean what I say.

Finding you is
Rather hard, but
In the
End, I finally found you. You
Never fail to cheer my
Days with your
Smiles and laughter.

From now
On, even if the
Road is rough, I will keep
Encouraging you on. I'm willing to let you
Vent all your anger at me, anytime and
Everytime, for I think maybe i owe you too much.
Rejoiced in your happiness.

A random poem, *cries.
The day was lovely as I strolled along
peering at stones on the way,
And that's when I saw it; that pitiful cross
that looked splintered and faded away.

With flowers in hand to tend Father's grave,
I knew I must hurry along.
But I couldn't help but linger awhile
at that cross that just doesn't belong.

The date on the front confirmed my suspicions
of what already I knew.
A child lay beneath that horrible cross
and its faded color of blue.

What selfish parents they must have been
to bury their child all alone,
Without flowers or candles to light the night
and not even a simple headstone.

I looked even closer at that awful cross
that was nearly splintered away,
And there on the back, I read the words
that changed me forever that day.

"This cross isn't grand, but it was carved by my hands
so you'll know, son, how much I care.
It's the color of blue to remind me of you
and how painful it is I'm not there,

That it's you who is gone and it's me living on
while your young life has come to an end.
And I'm left alone, never again with a home
and a grave that's too painful to tend."

Tears stung my eyes as I looked all around
at the monuments that ragged cross put to shame.
And I shared with those parents their horrible loss
that brought them such terrible pain.

And all the tombstones, some even taller than me
suddenly seemed small in a way,
Next to that little handmade cross, carved with such love
and the flowers I planted that day.

2009-11-30T12:41:00.002+08:00

Since the days are gone.

Its good to let emotions run through.

Understand this hor huiFen! Lols.

2009-11-29T22:28:00.001+08:00

Time to post agains. So long never post le. Bet someone out there will be scolding me. Lols.
Recently into nothing. Nothing really crossed my mind, even relationship.
Maybe its still not the time, maybe im still like ever.
I dunno whats gotten to me. Lets just let time pass like ever, doing nothing.
I'm still a Happy-Go-Lucky guy. =)

2009-11-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone,
I know its been a long time since I've posted anything.
Well, before the holidays is my examination period,
And during the holidays i became lazy.
Hahaha.

Just some updates on my recent life;
Wanted to find a job but I'm lazy,
Planning to start a part-time when school re-opens.
Wants to study and learn more about mathematics.

Past few days are some sort of fun,
But at the same time,
Its very tiring.
Started when i went to Shang Yi.
Then met my friends there and started to hang around with them.
Went to play mahjong,
Its really my first time playing!
After a few days later,
Its WildWildWet!
And i skin tone became darker.
p.s. My pocket has a great hole in it.

Ok,
This is almost what I'm doing this few days,
Planning this December go to T.G.I FRIDAY to visit HuiFen and see her at work.
And she expects me to bring along my Kaye.
Hopefully she will be able to come along.
Its good to intro my good friends around.

HUIFEN
I posted le!
Look here.
Hahaha.

2009-09-20T03:37:00.005+08:00

Darling,
All I want to do is to make you happy.
But all this while,
I may seem so moody,
so stubborn.
I really don't know what to do.
I don't even have the courage to step up,
Don't have enough time to accompany you.
Are we two really not meant to be together?
Or we can really only be very good friends.
I hope it can be proven that I am wrong.
I hope things were not the way it seemed to be.
Maybe this is all just a fantasy of mine?
The illusions of being together with you are fading.
To the world you may be just a person,
But to a person you may be the world.
In my heart,
You are the only one.
But in your heart,
maybe I'm just someone.
I really wanna be the someone.
Someone who you will talk to when you are feeling down.
Someone who can love you, care for you.
Someone who you would live your life with.
But I know maybe this is a selfish dream.
Dreams that might hurt you even if you are with me.
I hope I am wrong,
I hope things will change.
Change for the better of you and me.
I know I may not be a good guy.
I have no time, Money or freedom.
But at least I got this heart of mine,
A heart that will be true to you.
I would understand if you were to reject me,
I will never bug you if you don't like me to.
But for now,
I will not give up.
I will still be here,
I will be by your side.
I will be there whenever you need me,
Just a phone call away,
And you can see me.
Darling,
Your smile really makes my day.

2009-09-16T15:05:00.002+08:00

Hi.
I'm finally back after a few days of break,
well,
my internet was down,
Or so I thought.
I checked everything and found out whats the problem,
so here I am now. (:
Yesterday did something that ended up at a wrong situation!
And I really don't know what to do.
*cries.

Sorry darling.
I really didn't know things will turn out that way.
I can't sleep well yesterday night,
was thinking of the mistake and the trouble brought to her.

I AM SORRY! T_T

2009-09-12T01:31:00.001+08:00

Just some interesting pictures.
*A picture speaks more than a thousand words.

2009-09-09T01:53:00.002+08:00

Look at the date today.
And tell me whats special? :D

Today went down to Serangoon again to find my darling.
And this time.
We stone there for like 3 hours!
Lols!
Talking about whatever we can think of.
Hahaha.
So cute la.
Then keep quarreling.
After she leave from work,
I went to her house to bathe then go down guan de.
But HuiFen in the end don't want to go down.
So we did not go down as well.
In the end, I end up playing at her house.
After that we went down to have our dinner.
We went back up and after that I go back home.
Once I reach home, I went in Audi and find her.
Proposed to her as she said, "no proposal, no marriage."
Hahahaha!
I proposed till almost everyone I know scold me for being very sweet.
Hahaha.

Darling.
This shall be our last ring.
May our love last long ok? :D

2009-09-08T12:07:00.000+08:00

Woo.
Yesterday went down to Serangoon to find my darling.
But all I get is.
My Oreo Milk.x3
Hahahaha!
Thank you darling.
Your Oreo Milk never fails to stop me from thinking of it. :x
Hahaha.
HuiFen keep calling my darling about thursday thing.
And she is quite busy,
So most of the time,
Its me who is talking to her.
And I know something.
She Hates Me!!
Hahahaha.
Went down to Grandlink to play audition.
And guess what,
I pawned her in 4k and BeatUp.
I still lose her to any 8k mode.
So sad.
Nehminds.
Then i was telling her.
"Darling! How do you all miss for BeatUp ah? I tried my best but my fingers don't listen to me. *cries. They just wanna press everything."
And she beat me like crazy la. :x
Hahahaha.
After that i went to catch a rabbit for her,
But she did not claim its cute.
And i'm sad actually.
Hahahaha!
Well,
Thats all for yesterday.
I'm going to find her later,
Wonder if she have any surprises for me. *hopes.
So long peeps.

RetardedRinn

2009-09-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hi guys. :D
I know I very long never come in to update le.
Forgive me ok?
I am not really free.
Hahaha.
Just to post something nice.
Coz my dear Kyro is complaining I very emo.
:x
Hahaha.
Kyro.
I'm ok le. :D
Blahhhs~
Going back to Audition now.
And meets my dear Rinn. :D x3

2009-06-09T15:45:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry.
Lets just start where it begins ok? =D

2009-06-01T09:47:00.002+08:00

Ah cool.
Its the holiday season.
Feeling good?
Well, I am feeling good alright.

Things to do this holiday:
1) To play more dota.
2) Spend time with all my friends, especially my wife. :x
3) To save up at least a 100 bucks to spend.
4) Go on cruise with Andrew to KL.
5) Help my father on his business.
6) Last of all, to have a good time this holiday.

Who doesn't want a good holiday rights?
Hahaha.
Call me or text me when you are free to meet me.
I'm probably 60% free most of the time.
Till then.

2009-01-28T23:04:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry people.
I really did not have time to sit down and blog(argh, its rubbish).
I just don't have the mood to.
Such a long time had passed, and webs and spiders are filling my blog.
I shall clean them soon.

Wow.
I never thought that you could be so cruel to me.
Maybe it sometimes is true, that breaking up will be the end of our friendship.
I know you would not want to remember those unhappy times together.
But you sure don't really need to do this?
I trusted you till i really did not change anything.
But yet you came in and do it yourself.
Fine.
I accept it.
Its my fault anyway.
But think of it, the lollipop must have been rotting like the flowers do.
Yet you are still keeping it.
I'm actually very shocked to hear that.
Its been so long, and I have let you down that time.
I don't expect anything either.
Just be happy with life now ya?
Now that the only thing maybe is the $15 dollars necklace.
Looking at the teddy bear box everyday.
Wondering will there be another same box appear at my doorsteps.
But things will never be the same again.
There are times when we must learn to let go.
I hope you will learn it too.
There will sure be a place for memories to be in my heart.

Replies for all the tags:
haha. I know im lazy. =X but anyway, Happy Chinese New Year!

2008-12-07T16:14:00.002+08:00

Lols!
I'm not a bad boy please.
I'm just lazy.
Kekes`
So there is nothing for me to post.

Reply of tags.
Yuting( : Lols! Me now not much time ma. Sorry la. Will call you soon de ok?
dee : Lols! We should quit NkZ earlier lor. Hahaha. Ok, cya soon.
Fengyi : Lols! Yo! Replied. =D
YUURIx- : Lols! Of course I will cheer up. =D
Woosa : I don't want you also like that. Ahhhahahahaha. x333
L.SALLY :] : Eh! Don't like that la. Lols! The most next time you bring me out also ok? =D
Marie : Relinked. =D
xlz~wei : Lols! Hai hao only la. You go find someone to help you blog also la. Lols!
KOLYN : Lols! You is where not happy with me? Say I dog, means you also a dog la? Lols! Dog laogong and laopo. _|_

2008-12-06T11:59:00.002+08:00

As promised, I will post something about today.

Summarised version of what we did.

Took neoprints. (YAY!)
Stone at Virtualand. (BOO!)
Watched movie. (FOUR CHRISTMASES!)

Yeah, thats all.
For more details, you can visit my blog.
I'm very tired to type out everything here.
Eh, we must pass 4 christmases!

I'm Larry's investment. v^^v
Happy happy happy.

Larry not good one.
Just now he got the opportunity to use his brother's laptop.
He rather play Neopets also don't want to update his blog/reply his tag.
Not good, so evil.
All go beat him! Because I cannot beat.
I will heartpain. LOL! :D

Tata!

2008-12-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

This is Woosa.
This is my 6th post here.

No, Larry did not ask me to help him update.

I think as time passes by, my impression left by you guys definitely become lousier and lousier.
Yes, its my fault this time round.
Sorry to all Larry's readers.
:(

Anyway, here to inform you guys that Larry's computer is down.
So he is unable to update his blog or reply tags.
I will try my best to update his blog because my computer is down as well.
Larry will be back in action soon, I guess. :)
Do leave tags for Larry, so that he will be able to read it when his computer is repaired or something.

Larry went to play basketball with his primary schoolmates today.
I hope he had fun and enjoyed himself.
Wanted to go and find them, but its at Ubi plus I'm a lazy girl, so drop off that idea.
He was super worn out after playing and he is asleep now.

These few days he have been a good boy sleeping early every night.
Not because I nag him to sleep early, but you all know why?
Because he don't have his computer to pei him for the night.
So he go and find his pillow and bolster to pei him.
早睡早起，身体好！

Going out with Larry tomorrow.
I will try to post something tomorrow. v^^v
The weather is turning cold, remember your blankets.
Take careee! :)

2008-11-29T20:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder, is it me?
What have I done wrong now!
I want to know the answer.
By keeping this quiet, doesn't make you feel good.
It doesn't make me feel good too.
I feel so helpless, I sms you, also halfway bo reply.
Talk to you, you so shag, don't want to talk much.
Why?
I know I am really useless la.
Tell me la.
Tell me I'm useless, at least I will feel better.
Bet you will too.

Don't ignore me anymore.
Now I really get the feelings.
The feeling of being ignored.
And feels very very very scared.
I want to trust you.
But your actions now shows me that you don't care about me anymore.
I bet you still sms-ing other people happily.
Oh my, save me!

Mixed feelings.

2008-11-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry my readers.
But i think you all will not want to see all this.
No matter what, I want to let you know how i feel.
And I might be using some expletives.
I'm so sorry.
I will try not to use it ok?

I wonder what did i actually do that is wrong.
Its not like I actually did something that disappoints you.
Wondering why you need to do all these things.
It hurts you know?
Nahs.
I think you will never ever understand.
All this while, I been trying to be by your side.
Though my actions may not seemed to be.
I've got to burry all this feeling inside myself.
Hoping that you will not need to worry about me.
I admit I have not done alot things for you.
But every other things that I do, its all for you.
I guess you won't believe it.
You will just think, 'wa, that larry neglects me agains!'

Ya right.
Its so true that I had neglected you before.
But i realised that you don't like that kind of feelings.
So I've been trying to change myself.

Yesterday you did talk to me on Msn.
And you got no reply from me.
You know what?
I was helping my mother, doing some stuffs.
And got tired, so i sms-ed you before I go to bed.
And when i woke up this morning, I saw your Msn's message.
And thought it was early in the morning, so I decided to reply you later.
Yet what did I get?

I got nothing from you, worse, you decided to ignore me for one day!
wondering what the fish did I actually do wrong!
Ya la, its my fault for not checking my Msn before going to bed la.
I got tired, so whats so wrong about going to bed when I'm tired?
Do you know anything about this?
You know nothing!
Yet I was punished with all this you had to give me.
Do you know how I felt when i actually read your blog?
I bet you don't know, and will never know.
Cause the feeling will never be expressed in this blog.
Its all in a bottle, where the beautiful fishes actually make them look wonderful.
Where the clear blue sea wash away all the fear, anger, sadness and jealousy.
The rainbow stretching from the sky, making me think that the sky is just a stretch away.
When all this add together, it makes a wonderful picture in my mind.

I don't know what else I could say.
And please, do not cry when you see this.
Even if this post is making you sad.
You don't have to regret doing all this to me.
Because I will understand how you feel.
Even though I might feel, (sad, angry, disappointed, scared?).
I've really got nothing to say anymore.
All I want you to know is, after you think over this le, come back to find me.
I will always be there for you.

2008-11-25T21:05:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy, yet I don't really know why.
But all I know is, I had been neglecting my blog!
I'm sorry.
I will try harder.
`Smiles.
Some important things to note;

Woosa
Happy second month darling.
So damn happy, though we cant really make it?
I'm so glad i did go K Box together.
Well, I hope you did enjoy your time there, while I was like half asleep.
It was really my first time going to K Box.(I know I abit suaku)
Hahaha.

YuZhen!
Don't so sad le ok?
I hope i today did say something correct?
At least it does make him feel abit bad?
I think.
But JunHui and I will be there ok?
Anything just tell him straight.
He will somehow tell me.
Cheer up!

Matthew!
Don't you feel bad?
Don't tell me a little bad also don't have lor.
She is such a good girl.
She really done so much for you, as much as how much you did for her.
All she wants is just some trust, freedom and understanding.
I don't know whether you will pass my blog by.
But if you do get to read this, just think about ok?

So much of my 心里话.
And I know all of you must have missed me?
But too bad, I'm not too fond of taking pictures of myself.
So, stay tune for more posts, done by Woosa.
Maybe she will posts some pictures of myself?
` & Cheers! *

2008-11-24T22:01:00.003+08:00

Woosa here, as usual.

Larry!
Stop being a (^oo^).

Sleep at night and wake up in the day!

Anyway.
I've completed my aim!
Played Hotel626 with Larry today. Hee.
I bought him Sushi too! (I'm a good girlf, yeahyeah!)

My next aim: Watch horror movie online with Larry.

Haha.
And if he don't want to update his blog anymore, I SHALL CLOSE IT FOR HIM.
Ahem, I'm very violent!

2008-11-21T17:55:00.003+08:00

I'm updating!
But I'm not Larry, this is Woosa.
Larry's readers! Don't feel disappointed.
I know you guys miss him, will get him here to blog soon.

Larry is neglecting his blog!
I think he see the word 'neglect' he very scared already.
Because...(Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz, not saying!)

Good news good news.
Larry stop smoking already!
Or at least he stop smoking infront of me.
Last time he crazy one lor, smoke in his house.
I know he have been trying hard to quit smoking.
But to say the truth, I hate it whenever he ask me 'Darling, can I smoke?'
Because I don't understand why must be smoke when he's with me when he know I don't like it.
Maybe I will never understand because I'm not a smoker (but Idk what will happen the future). x.x
HAHA, I'm not hinting that I'm gonna smoke lah! :O
I'm good girl okay! -winks- ;)

Oh yah, yesterday I slacked with his primary school friend - ChongWee.
& I found out many of his nicknames. HAHA.
I better not list them here, if not Larry will be angry/sad/emo.
Hee, I also know alot of things ley! Not bad hur.
I'm kaypo queen! v^^v

Babarian calls Larry, 'lah-ree'.
Instead of 'leh-ree' (which is supposed to be the right pronunciation).
Lets all irritated Larry by calling him 'lah-ree' :D
I think Lorry better.
Omg, I'm playing with Larry's name.
Later he scold me, oh nono, he won't bear to scold me. :B
I think once I click 'Publish Post', I will die badly.

After Larry became my property, I feel sad for him.
Because he cannot do alot of things.
Like, smoke and play dota. :X
All his boyfriends must be cursing and swearing at me lah!
Bleh.

Hao lah, blog until here.
Byebye.

Larry I tell you ah, you better update your blog yourself.
Or else...*angry*!

2008-11-18T22:35:00.003+08:00

Woosa is here again!
HAHA, I'm a pest, everyday come and post abit abit.

Thank you for supporting me!
Anti-Dota campaign. *wheeeeeeeeeee*
Anyway, relax people! -breathe breathe!-
Why I talk about Dota then all so 'ji dong'.
Although I know it sucks to the max.

Larry is treating me like Sushi delivery! Roar @ him.
He ask me when am I going his house again, he wants sushis.
Pewpewpew, shoot him dead.
But nehmind lah, since he like sushis so much everytime go his house also 'da bao' for him lor.
I'm good one okay! v^^v - The Larry face.

This is a reminder to Larry:
Stop neglecting me, or else I elope away with Larry-sa.
(Although I posted this up on my blog and he read it already, I'm still gonna post here to remind him. Hee.)

You guys played hotel626.com yet?
Its fun and you should try it.
Trying it alone will be more exciting, rofl.
My aim: To play this game with Larry. :D

Haiyah, really must get Larry to blog already.
Because I'm running out of topics to blog for him.

2008-11-17T14:06:00.005+08:00

Woosa to the rescue.
-Plays Superman/Batman/Wonderwoman song-
(But I think Wonderwoman will suit me better ; Woosa the Wonderwoman)

This blog is like dead for 12 days, so poor thing.
I save this blog from dying, while you all go and ~~kill Larry~~ okay?

After posting sad sad entry on my blog, I shall act cute a lil on Larry's blog.
So don't scold me for acting cute ley!

First thing first!
I WANT TO COMPLAIN!
Larry 天天 pangseh me without knowing. (ALL HELP ME SCOLD HIM!)
Okay, I was joking lah.
He is so good to me, I'm like The Dowager. Woots.

Secondly, I want to ask you all something.
What is slgkid? (Don't tell me solid liquid gas, because I know its not that one!)
I know there are someone out there who knows this, so tell me okay?

Thirdly, we must all help Larry.
Ask him to stop playing Dota. Hee.
To all girls out there: (Hi-5) I know you all hate dota too.
Nag him to study harder and go Express stream next year, because I nag no use one.
One ear in, another ear out.
Like the 'I Not Stupid Too' show.

Okay, I don't know what else to blog for him already.
8 more days, die lah, I die already.
Larry's readers, come my blog tell me what Larry like okay?
If not I really die already, die a terrible death.

Ending off this post with...

v^^v

2008-11-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

I did not sleep till morning 7.30am. And guess what? Woosa called me at 8.45am, and told me she was sick, while crying. And I was like very awake then. Bathed and cab-ed down to Bedok to find her.

She wants to vomit, and having a fever. I was so scared, so i brought her to the Polyclinic to see a doctor. Its cold inside, but she claimed it was hot, so brought her outside. And guess what? She said it was cold outside. I had a shock of my life. So I let her cuddle into me, hoping it could make her feel better.

She cried so many times outside. We saw the doctor, and she gave her the prescription. We went to get the medicine and went back to XG to take her bag. After that, I cab-ed her home. She was feeling so hot. I can't imagine it, so made her eat her medicine. Its like after 10 minutes and the fever has drop drastically. So decided to go back and celebrate -BOOYA's birthday party while leaving Woosa at home to rest.

Went to east coast with Matthew, Kolyn and WeiXue. We were wondering if when we get there, will there be anything to eat? Or there will be nothing to fill our stomach. True enough, they have not even start the bbq pit. We were feeling hungry, and they told us there is some noodles in the tray. So happy. Gobbled a plate of it, though its kind of plain, but never mind. Played cards with Meelo and Silent. My mother called me and wanted to fetch me, so, its home sweet home. And now, it's my turn to have fever. My body is starting to heat up. Shall rest too.

Darling
Are you feeling better now? I hope you do. You also very funny one la. If its not i accompany you to see a doctor, who will? No need to feel "GanDong" one la. Its my responsibility to take care of you. Get well soon ok? Rest well.

2008-11-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo Larry's readers!
This is not Larry, but Woosa.
I helped him change his blogskin, as requested and he is also lazy!
Hope that this blogskin will be more user-friendly to all.

As for the emo entries Larry have been posting, I'm so so so sorry.
I will not let him post anymore emo entries. :D

Anyway.
I made three banners for him.
You (Being Larry's reader) can get to choose which would be the better one to be put up.
Just leave you choices on the tagboard! Cheerios. :B

{Click to enlarge!}

Banner 1

Banner 2

Banner 3

I notice that the tagboard doesn't really go well with the blogskin.
Will help him change the colour codings soon. :)

2008-11-02T00:11:00.001+08:00

#01: What people done that will make you hate him/ her the most?
/. Misunderstanding me.

#02: What is your most favourite thing to do?
/. Be happy everyday. (:

#03: What kind of news do you read?
/. I don't read news.

#04: What is your ultimate wish?
/. Everyone on Earth to be happy.

#05: Is there someone in your heart now?
/. Yes!

#06: Do you believe you can survive without money?
/. No.

#07: Are you afraid of pain?
/. Physical, not emotional.

#08: What do you feel like doing now?
/. Dota.

#09: If there's someone you love, would you confess to him/ her?
/. Yes!

#10: List 3 good points of the person that tagged you.
/. Nice, sweet, vulgar.

#11: What are your 5 most passionate things at this moment?
/. Eating.
/. Sleeping.
/. Listening to songs.
/. Going out with friends & girlfriend.
/. Playing Audition/dota.

#12: If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
/. Sushi.

#13: If you have a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
/. Happy.

#14: If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
/. My attitude.

#15: How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
/. Millionaire

#16: What is the one thing that you love about yourself the most?
/. Being born to have Woosa.

#17: If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
/. My self.

#18: If you're to return back to the past, what would you like to do?
/. Cherish all my friendships.

#19: I'm tagging:
No one, but feel free to do it, if you really have nothing to do. xD

2008-11-01T13:02:00.000+08:00

I know la. I swear I was never a good boyfriend, no matter how hard I tried.
I hate life, I just simply hate it. I'm always trying to be a better person, but i had never did a good job. I had never once made you happy, instead, still making you upset.
Making you cry because of me. Who else could be worse than me? I suspect its nobody.

I know you are not feeling alrights. I can feel it. Talking cheerfully with me, I guess that is the only way you seem cheerful in front of me. Deep inside you are just so disappointed in me. I can understand, cause i had never been a good boyfriend .

I never felt so down in my life before. Oh my, just kill me man. I'm so much better of when I'm dead.

2008-10-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

Bored. Today was just a normal day, like usual. Went to find Kusan at Redhill, went to his house and Audi, as my house cannot patch! Played and I noticed that i had deproved, ever since my Audi is down. Sad. Gerald came up and they two played cancan together. Its the first time i saw the combo so high la, though their perfects are like feaces when they play together la. After that went to PS and ate LongJohnSilver.

WeiLiang called me, he went to report at MCYS. So i MRT-ed down to ToaPayoh. And played a prank with him, but because he knows me well, he was not tricked(damn). So we went to BukitBatok together. After that, went to eat MacDonalds, and talked about the adult life's income all that. Walked about and we went home.

On the way home, I sms-ed Woosa and chatted. She asked me to go Diane's house and have dinner, because she will be cooking, and she promised me that she will cook for me, but all this while I had been cooking for her only. But then, I still don't know how to face her. I really don't know what to do. Shag shag.

2008-10-29T13:33:00.000+08:00

Sad. I didn't expect things would turn out to be like this. I'm sorry!

Audition
I had been deproving! Hands up no miss is just a memory now. And I'm more angry at Ice. Kusan asked me to pass my post to him, as he says Ice wanted him to be leader so that he could grab channel. I agreed. But in the end, Ice took back his leader post. If you wanted back your leader post, tell me straight la. Don't go one big round, and make me angry please. Its not like i will not understand.

Life
Nothing must this few days? Oh ya. Celebrated FengYi's birthday last Monday. Was quite a fun day actually. But some unpleasant events happened too. Shall not talk too much.

Our group.

Birthday girl in the center.

Oh, I'm hiding somethings.

Darling
I don't know. Really. But all i know is that, I'm sorry. I promise you. What i told you last night, those are completely true. Not one sentence, one word nor one alphabet are not from my heart. I seriously hope that thing will be the same as long as we lived. I know you are sad, scared, disappointed, angry, confused. I will never hurt you again! I promise to you, and to all my readers, and yours too.

2008-10-25T11:51:00.000+08:00

Lols. Yay. Its been a long time since i had my last first month anniversary. I would like to thank my darling Woosa, for giving me this chance. xD THANK YOU ! I guess i will post some pictures at night, if I manage to know how to do it. Lols. Tata~

2008-10-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

haix. Sorry darling. I'm sorry! If i knew it, i wouldn't had asked you. TT. Sorry! Really, I really do not know what to do! I've done everything, but you are still very moody. What you do not like about me, can you say it all out please? TT. I really do not know what to do!

2008-10-24T00:31:00.000+08:00

you finally decided to sleep. Im so afraid. But i think im afraid for nothing? i really dont know the cause. but i just have that kinda feelings. darling . i still love you x33 sleep well

2008-10-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

Aiyo. I really don't know what has gone into your head. I'm blaming myself now, for not guiding your way through. I'm sorry darling. TT

Haix.

2008-10-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

DARLING ! you told me you will never forget it de . i will not too . IM SORRY ! TT

2008-10-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

I was wondering. I guess I am abit too sensitive? Girl, please tell me.

I know i was never good. I know i am stupid. But I really do love you. I had never though of letting you go.

Girl. Please. Tell me if you are still thinking of him? I would not scold you. I just want to know. Please tell me.

2008-10-12T02:25:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i cry . i will rmb it . and nvr repeat agains . 12/10 1.50

2008-10-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

im really a shi bai zhe . darling . im sry i have let you down over and over again. but wad i mean . i have always been true for you. i know what i do is stupid . i know you are angry, disappointed in everything i've done . i really am sorry . sry that i have lied to you . i know i really cant do it . im trying my real best le ! i know you would not believe me . never mind . i know what i done . i know what i've been doing . and it really is stupid , i did not know that i was so dumb . please . i was never good in relationship before . never ytd , never today , never tml . but i will really do my best . i can sacrifice everything . really . i just want to be with you . i juz want to hold you . i just want to be there for you . but i guess when im there , you are just more and more disappointed in me . &cries . i hope you can understand my hard work . i hope you can understand . everything i had done, everything i have been doing, everything i will do for you . please . whenever you dont like the things i do . tell me . i will change for you . dun keep it to your heart, it will make you feel worse . make me feel more worse . all i said really comes from my heart . never did i lie to you . please . help me out too will you ?

2008-10-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

yo . lols ! ok . after a long day. im here to post . xD

today morning went to MCYS to have my programme. after that went home, return bike to vince, then jiu go out le.

went to payalebar find darling. she still forever faster than me lor ! after that went down to singapore post, saw darling's friend. so sat down and make new friend. waited one hour, then -Kusanagi and icy came. Icy damn attitude. i dun like him. wanna whack him. But, something stopped me. So did not manage to whack him. Darling suddenly have some mood swing? And i was so scared. Din't want to leave her side, until she was happy. Finally, she cooled down, and ate grass jelly, and i watched her eat, as i cannot eat grass jelly, and cooling her at the same time. I'm growing fat, so did not eat too. xD . Darling stomach cramp, so sat down outside city plaza de RSC and waited for -Kusanagi while he Audi-ed. Ice called me, asking me to eat. Ask -Kusanagi to go eat with us, leaving icy behind. I DONT CARE. ate le jiu sent darling to MRT. and she got home.

We went to ice de shi guan, and slacked, after awhile jiu go home le.

DARLING
darling. Im so scared today can? I know im not a good boyfriend. But please! I'm willing to try everything, and i mean EVERYTHING, just to make you happy agains. Darling, never leave me, i really don't know what i could do, without you in my life now.
ILOVEYOU

2008-10-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

darling ! im sry ! i relly did not mean to say that de. I know you angry me. I AM SORRY !
dun angry ok ? TT

Never felt like this before ?

Today school was normal ? had science papers and then went to grandlink. find botak, Rinn, Jolene . then sms-ing darling all day long ~

TT . HAIX ! FORGIVE ME OK ?!?! i promise i will guai guai one. Darling . Dun angry . &smiles ~

2008-09-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

lols . today exam was easy ! super easy . and im happy. hahaha .

after exams went to xg with alex, to find my darling. lols ! she was playing beat up. then she keep wanting me to play for her hands up, i played one time. with one hand. and no miss. she was like wanting to box me lor. lols ! coz i can one hand play with no miss. LOLS ! thats easy lor. i dunno why people will miss. haha ! went to bedok CC find my P.O. thenwe walked out to wait cab x.x ITS RAINING HEAVILY ! the bus went pass us and we are all wet ! lols . never mind. cab her home, after that went down to my programme at TPY.

after that i went to find weikiat and cheryl. then cheryl wan me be late ! tmd .lols ! but in the end we reach home early la . lols. reach chup lao , see them home then i cab-ed home le.

2008-09-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

1. I LOVE MY KE AI DE WOOSA x333 (x3LARRY)

The most touching things that has ever been done for me. I'm sure I will love her truthfully. Woosa! Its 259 for sure. x33.

2008-09-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

I have decided to come back, just to get some quotes into my blog. Guess its quite complicated, but still, its easy to understand. Hope you guys like it.

QUOTES
1.Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.
2.Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
3.You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
4.Today you are YOU, that is truer than true. There's no one alive who is YOUer than you.
Last but not least
5.Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

Hope you guys like it.

2008-09-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

Yo. Ok la, I will try to post everyday? But now my EOY is coming, guess i really need to turn on my turbo. Shall burn midnight oil, so guys, don't disturb me at night. (smiles)

Nothing much today? Went to school as usual, and wanted to skip school. But something just stop me from doing it? So i ended up singing the national song. Had a normal day in school.

Reached home! And WeiKiat Msn-ed me, asking me to go out. So went to TPY find him and Cheryl. MRT-ed down to Bugis and had SoulGarden. Spent 30 bucks? And manage to have nothing for it. Its kind of wasted, but, its ok. At least we get to be together after so long time.

Ran home as i was late! Reached home at 9.15pm, but luckily i manage to get through it. I will try not to do this again.

QUOTE: The best part of believe is the lie. (My Alah*)

2008-09-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

Haix. I seen so much, yet so little. I'm not sure what I'm saying too, I'm so freaked out.

Love me or hate me, its your choice, seriously. Lol ?

Ok, I think i haven't seen much of me! And I'm utterly sad, I know I will never be forgotten by you, never mind, better stop here.

Its been so long already. Day by day, times flies slow, and fast. Day by day, love grew and faded like smoke. Day by day, I'm counting. Perish from this world, and we will not have anymore worries.

I wonder if kids of 3 years old ever got this kind of feelings? I feel like going back to where it all begun. In a small room, of 11 people, getting together and learn, play, talk and bullshit. Its seems so much fun. But things are to change.

I would agree that I have changed. And I'm a totally changed person from last time. I take risks in everything I do, but now i would stop to think. Wondering what its like to be a gangster, is it so much fun? Or we can find "brothers"? Beat people and be at the top of the world. Its just some stupid thoughts. And stupid thoughts only come from? STUPID PEOPLE.

Sorry if i have offended you.

I'm out of love, but as you all said before, never mind. I don't wish to think of anything now. I guess I'll be single for a very long time again, but this time is different. I've got to find things myself, do things myself, everything is myself. I will learn to be independent.

Ok, my EOY is round the corners, AND I'M NOT EVEN STARTED!! Boy! Buck up. Must get to express, then can transfer to MacPherSon Secondary. Shall be attentive abit. But i can't help from those sickness, they keep finding me! Maybe I'm too strong? So must attack me? I've already got kidney probs, I don't want more! Please.

Tomorrow and Friday may not be at school, as I'm going to be sick again. My money is flying! And very badly!

2008-09-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

Yo . lols . Im here to blog agains . weee~
I'm sorry that i did not post, update or whatever. Its because i failed my compo, as you can see, i got only 10 marks out of 100. Its super lousy can?

Went out with Woosa to Tampines to buy my freaking mouse. I guess i liked it, its good. Small small, nice nice. Haha. Went to her school, she was like damn high? I don't know why. Its funny lor. Then in bus super hot. I truely agree with that. then she keep wanting to change place, hoping to get the seat with air-con. lols. she went to the back to sit, while i sat in front.

At Tampines, then went to Courts to buy my mouse, she keep wanting me to buy one girl girl mouse? And still got one more can roll in roll out one. i scared later i don't hold on to it, then i run away. LOLS !

Andrew and Royshton came, and disiao me. Diaos-.-'' Then i whack them two, lols. Went to the open space playground and saw Cedric and gang. When they went back to sit, then got some gangsters to bang until JiaHui, then i was like quite DuLan le lor. -.-' In the end its not their fault. So, Never mind.

MRT back home, saw Terence and Vince's girl. lols. Dropped at Aljunied, walked back, and saw Kimberly and her stead. -.-''' Kimberly waved at me, then i wave back, then her stead was like not happy me, diao me-.-''' Eh, not happy come la hor. You don't want to come, I will also come find you one la. You better keep your eyes to yourself and Kimberly la hor, I not there for you to stare one. -.-

Now at home, going out soon. I'm going to see doctor, lols. and try to get medicine to cute my freaking rashes. Cya` guys. Shall post Tomorrow or so? Stay tuned . . .

2008-09-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?*
Woosa The Great. (Yucks, I cant help it)

2. Your relationship with him/her?*
Fwen.

3. Your five impression of him/her?*
Smart. Weak(In Audition). Quiet. Someone who shares the same interest(Audition). Innocent.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?*
Er ? I know ! Thinking how to help me in practical(BIO) when i wanted practical(F&N). (Dirty teacher. xD)

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?*
chuang qian ming yue guang, larry tuo guang guang =.=

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?*
LOLS! I will bang wall.

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?*
Hmm . i guess should be nothing ba . xD

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?*
I will tell someone the secret that we shared. xD

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?*
I did not quit smoking? I don't know!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?*
I think 650k for Hands Up(BeatUp)?

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?*
Great -.- Yea, just great =.='''

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?*
Hmm, maybe im a nice guy? (Shhh)

13. The characters you love of yourself are?*
I love myself for being happy-go-lucky.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?*
Being ugly!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?*
Myself. xD

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.*
Thanks for all your care and like. (My english fails)

17. Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.
1. Priscilla
2. YuZhen
3. Meelo
4. Silent
5. Ash
6. Yuuri
7. Alethea
8. Fengyi
9. SiYi
10. Corina

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? (Yuuri)
I think no one?

19. Is no.9 a male or female? (SiYi)
Female.

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Alethea & Corina)
Nahs. It means that they are lesbians.

21. What is no. 2 studying about? (YuZhen)
About science right now.

22. When was the last time you had a chat?
Now? What a stupid question.

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? (FengYi)
I am not sure?

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings? (Priscilla)
I think so. But i did not ask too much.

25. Will you woo no.3? (Meelo)
Might think of it. xD (joking)

26. How abt no.7? (Alethea)
Sort of rejected last time. Its lucky I did not open my mouth.

27. Is no.4 Single? (Silent)
Hmm. Should be?

28. What is the surname of no.5? (Ash)
I'm not sure too.

29. What's the hobby of no.10? (Corina)
Thinking of her boyfriend?

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? (Ash & SiYi)
Nahs.

31. Where is no.2 studying at? (YuZhen)
Macpherson Secondary School.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1. (Priscilla)
I'm yours forever. Haha.

33. Where does no.9 live at? (SiYi)
Clementi.

34. What colour does no. 4 like? (Silent)
I'm not sure. I think he does not care.

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend? (Ash & Priscilla)
Nahs.

36. Does no.1 have any pets? (Priscilla)
I don't think so? But she love cats.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (Alethea)
Nahs.

Note: Must do this quiz hor! And don't pass back to me! TYVM! ^^

2008-09-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

lalas` I MISS YOU DARLING ! so glad you can come my house after your camp ? xDDD

haha . nothing happened this few days . i only know that i wanted to quit smoking ! and im trying real hard ! so yea ^^ GAMBATTE LARRY ! YOU CAN DO IT ! xDD

replies of taggies :
LinLin : lols . they still the same ba . xD still good in condition , and still nagging at me too . xD
Tris : lols . dun wan la . i lazy x.x
+YUKO : lols . okkies ^^
Shirley : LOLS ! im not paikia . and yea ^^ im quitting smoking ! xD
BONNIE : lols ! dont like this la . haha . tag something else ma . xD

2008-08-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

hey guys ~ im here with some screenshot im quite proud of ? but still not satisfied with . er . i think there is only two ~ coz im lazy . yea`

1. rinn . i did my promise ! but i must improve on my perfects.2. Sora . i dont know if you manage to see this . haha . we got the same perfects .
Im still learning for some more . xD

ok . i guess this is for all now ~ maybe will post tml agains .
AND ! some great news . im getting my own phone by next week . im sure of that ~ will inform you guys about it . meanwhile , juz be patient . Thank you !

2008-08-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

i guess i have nothing to do . haha . so i came in and post . xD

this few days ~ nothing much happened this few days .

ok . today i went back to my primary school ! wees` saw nico and gang outside , so stop by to smoke . xDD *they gangsters, im not* went in with daniel. went to the basketball court and have a match with my juniors . they are real good . i dare to admit . maybe i have became lousy ? yea . quite true . after that shawn and jeremy came to play too . and shawn was like keep dunking . -.- and i cant even do it . gosh ! im real bad man , though i always thought im good . i guess i cant be dreaming all day long . BUCK UP MAN ! hey yea ~ saw many people . and when i went in , *ehs~ larry lehs* lols ! im damn popular in school ~ haha . simply know everyone that goes to school to find teachers today . xDD talked to jiaolian and mr goh ~ haha . talk about my life . xDD after that we went to canteen ~ (corina, yingxuan, weixiong, jovy, shawn, fengyi, adeline, jeremy, nico, jonathan, terrence, zanwei, yongsheng) i guess our level has the biggest group . glad you guys take the time to come down . i really appreciate that . kekes`

DARLING :

im sorry darling ! its my bad , IM REAL BAD ! x.x sorry !

replies of tag .

weichyi: lols . of cause i remember you . =p

2008-08-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERINA MUMMY !
hahaha . hope your wishes come true okkies ?
haha . ok . this the our family photo . OF our own lan ! i love you guys all !
weets .

today was boring . done nothing ! but helping zhen to look afterthe lan for the whole day ! LOLS !.
zhen ! you owe my one . xDD
nothing much le ba ~

day by day ~ we came closer ~ but . i wonder if would we become too close that we hate each other ? haha . lets not hope for the worse ! i love you ! and its true .

2008-08-24T03:11:00.000+08:00

er . ok . i now very lame . lols . ok ? dun blame me . i dunno wad to do man ~ really !!
LOLS ! ok . first . i would like to say : HMMM !! im sorry i cannot give you this chance . im not your mr right ? maybe?LOLS !
Done ~

BLAHBLAHBLAH !!
x.x lols . ok la . nahs priscilla ~ i post le . LOLS ! haha .. you must post daily okkies ?xDD

today was a rainy day . lols . so i went out coldly ~ LOLS . with all the cold jokes i could ever not have .-.- lame ~ went to lan and waited for zhen they all come down .lols ! then yihui was with them -.- LOLS . then kenna shoot by us agains ~ LOLS . dun worry . you will get used to it de . xDD haha .we went to grandlink after that . so we waited for the cab . BUT ! there was no cab in sight . and we have to wait like half an hour ? lols . i think so ba ~ so we are angry . and we talked in the rain for the cab . lols ! finally thers a cab ~ wooo ~ so we split 3(daniel, me and yihui)-2(matthew and zhen) . lols . cab-ed down to grandlink . haha . first . we went to pk and saw alot peeps ~ LOLS . one round of hands up ~ and it was like shyts . -.- nvm . then after that we went to find rinn . and chatted awhile . before heading down to play billiard . today was diff . we trying number ball . LOLS . and i won the first few rounds ? after that i lost almost all . lols . finished at 7.15 and went out . saw rinn and ginn . so we sat down and chat , while smoking . and daniel was kenna shoot by ginn ! LOLS . dun worry ~ we are all shooters . xDD can simply shoot anything ! xDD ate curry rice and headed home .

shld i write Ms P ?? LOLS . nvm . hahahaha ! i know im .... *hmmm . wadeva la . dunno wad to write . haha . iloveyou okkies ? x33

lov-ethsex: LOLS ! you have your phone back le ma ? so hard to contact you .xDD

2008-08-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

haha . ok . i dunno wad to post . but i promised priscilla i will post something . lols !
today morning had nothing better to do . so went home early . and nvr go school . lols ! haha .. then at bus aslp to my house . went to buy somethings to et . and went home for some actions in dota and audition . haha ! went to audi first . lols . then daddie came in and ask us to earn points for him . so we make free1 our channel . lols ! then --NkZ-sLgKiD , -NkZ-bbDEE and --NkZ-Sora went to play . lols ! sora training his hands up . haha .. so i couch him for the time being lor . haha .. can la . at least he improved le . haha .. soon , he can win me le. TT . haha .. but thats a good thing . then nkz got people to fight with me in hands up le . hahaha ! ok . then i went dota . haha ! my team so nerd . then all leave . except me (morphling) and another one (keeper of the light) . LOLS ! then in the end . we two win the whole team . haha .. ok . and that is for the dota moments .
called matthew . then he and his friends come up to have a smoking break . haha ! then i get to make friends with some guys . xDD . after that . bus-ed to Kolyn house . then slack there awhile . then went down to balam to eat . AND GUESS WHO I SAW !!! I SAW MOSES ! MY VERY OLD GOOD FRIEND ! LOLS ! at first i walking .. then got one guy stare me . then i not happy le . then stare back . but i came closer . then he smiled . then i know is moses !! WOOO ~ quickly ran to him and hugged him ! LOLS ! (im not a gay) hahaha . then went to eat . saw PeiLing also ! WOO ~ she became chio le . good good . haha .. not buang like last time le . hahaha .. then chat chat .. smoke smoke . after that we walked down to lan . haha ..
we actually wanna go bugis buy things for Kolyn's mother . haha .. but in the end nvr le .. haha .. then after that dota with moses . chat chat awhile . then i went to get mc for today . lols ! then saw junhui also . so we three went together . Meelo and Silent came too . x33 haha .. then went to take mc . very fast . haha . went back to lan and dota dota . haha ! me(naix) , junhui(lina) and moses(witch doctor) fight with Meelo(centaur warchief) and Silent(clockwerd). and wow ! silent and meelo is super gay ! but thanks to my gayness too , i managed to get away from them also . haha ! after that we three won them two . haha ! but they was good too .
went out and chatted alot ! and we decided to go le . but haven cut cake for Kolyn's mother . so in the end we did not go . haha . took two picture ! our family picture(Matthew, remember to send us all the photo . xDD) ! and i guess the only one missing was wei xuan(Kolyn's second brother), haix . was kinda sad . but nvm . i told him to send regards to hairul. and ask him to tell hairul to take care of him . haha ! i hope he remembers . if not he will be like a dog inside . and its true . haha . we took two pieces of cake and i cab-ed home le . xDD

WEIXUAN !

do learn to be good ok ? i can always help you de .

im good now . listen to me pls . coz i nvr teach my friends to be wrong . xDD TAKE CARE MAN .

2008-08-17T07:17:00.000+08:00

yo guys ! im back from a long journey to my blog . lols . hope you guys dun mind ba ? x33
hahaha .. nothing on this few days ba . and nothing special . so . i guess there is nothing much to post ?

yesterday got people bully weixin ? i think so . lols ! then after that she wan me to help her talk . lols ! then after that daniel also got call .. then we scold the person . LOLS . this is how the story goes ~

him : Eh . you go geylang be prostitute la .
me : eh . you dun scold people until like that lehs .
daniel : you now where not happy ? say my girlfriend until like that .
him : i bi fang oni rights ?
me : then i say your mother go geylang there be prostitute la .
him : eh . you dun say until my mother la . @$%&%!%(#
me : lols . i bi fang also rights ?
him : =X (zui ta lan .) then wad . you wan how settle . come diao zui la .
me : eh . you take your friends as wad ?
him : then come lor . 1 1 la .
me : you dun lame la . violence can solve everything mehs ?
him : =X (zui ta lan agains . now bigger one .) then how you wan settle .
daniel : eh . this is small matter . we also dun wanna make it big .
him : ok lor . then i say sorry lor . cause is i say first de also . ok ?
me : er . i dunno la . daniel . you say .
daniel : ok lor . then after this we go out still friends .
him :ok lor . then say sry lor ~
me : swee . you can go le .
him : (buei geh yan) bye ~

LOLS! this is a stupid matter lor .. haha .. then make him so xia sueh . hahaha ! after that . i pei priscilla talk in msn . lols . cannot hear her voice properly one . dunno why . lols ! then she jio me go tm tml ? go there slack slack or watch movie . lols ! see first la . i dun know your those friends also . i go there very lonely one . xDD hahaha . ps ar .

ER ! SRY AR ! i nvr go reply my tags . xDDD hehes` forgive me la ~~ im still small . wuakaka .

2008-08-10T16:54:00.000+08:00

hi guys . lols . replies of the taggs ~
well i guess everyone says the same thing . haha .. thx everyone out there for cheering me up . xDDD hahaha .. i love you guys many many . xDD

2008-08-06T14:03:00.000+08:00

14th day together with GERGER

and im getting all this shyts ! why has all this got to be in me ? i really want a good relationship . but everytime it goes wrong ! why ?

what have i done to deserve all this ? im not active ? it seems like i everytime go in . you also not online . it seems like you purposely wanna get away from me . wad have i done wrong ? you started not to tell me anything anymore . why ? trying to run away from me . everything you do also dun wanna tell me . and when i am trying to do something . i tell you straight away . and when you deny it . i will not think of it anymore . why you wanna make use of me ?

ytd night was a nightmare .
i was sms-ing GERGER , then ask her where she wanna go for national day . and she told me see first . waliew . why you wanna run away from me ? why you dun remember your words ? is your friends really that important ? more important than me la . good . you say national day come find me . then we go walk walk . then ton at my house . but all this ARE CRAPS ! all this are just some words . that will come out from your mouth . and not your heart ! where has your heart gone to ? am i the one you loved ? or the one you used to love ?

i guess im nothing but rubbish now . if that is wad you wan ? i can truely give it to you . but please tell me why ! i dun really to lose someone important to my life ! T_______________________________________T

2008-07-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

1st week being together with GERGER.
yo guys . im sry i left out my blog agains .
haha .
ok . last post something stupid .
yesterday i talked to my mother and ask her whether i can dye my hair .
and she straight away say: NO! hahaha .. i dint even say wad color la .
i actually wanted to dye black . then i jitao sianed .
then no mood talk le .. then went in the room .. so stupid la ~
then she say wad .. the judge tell me dun dye color . wadeva shyts ..
haha .. everytime also is about the judge one la ..
dun she even have a mind of her own ? think yourself la . everything also judge say . why not you be her dog ? i think its much better la ~
rather than being her dog indirectly . =.= SO STUPID MAN !

haix ..
today never go school lehs . haha ..
cause i lazy lor . then went home . played audition . then got people suddenly ask me go down 768 . i also dunno for wad la ~ then was like thinking whether wanna go anots . then aiya . dun go la ~ go there waste my money, time, then ltr still need go home . i at weekdays dun go out de lor . especially finding gangster ? LOLS ! weekends i go ba ~ since also free le . but i think i this few week will be busy . and is busy studying ! yay . cause i really wanna promote to sec 2 express .. haha .. so i can early discharge . haha .. then can ton outside le ~

GERGER:
sorry for being so cold to you this few days . its not that i dun wanna go down find you . but is i really sometimes got no time . please . will you understand me abit more . all this while i have not been lying to you . and i really hope that you aren't too . i juz want to say ! I LOVE YOU ~

2008-07-25T14:05:00.000+08:00

3rd day being together with GERGER x3

ok .. there nothing special ba ~ LOLS !
im sry i did not updates and updates ~ haha .
haha ..

BONNIE:
Thx for teaching me something important in my life . maybe you are de only one that will teach me all this .. thx ! i really appreciates it xDD haha .. you stunned when i thanked you ? i think you will understand why de la ~ haha . lets not break our friendships ok ?

GERGER:
WUAHAHAHA !! I LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS x333333 muacks ~

KOLYN:
yo !! im back le .. haha .. lets not stop counting ok ? xDD

SILENT:
hellos .. happy birthday to you ! LOLS ! i will pei you go play pool de .xDD

MEELO:
GAY ! i miss you la ! miss me too ?? hahaha .. see you soons okkies ? :D

replies of tags :
lov-ethsex: haha .. nvm la ~ you sick go rest . xDD
xueliing: lols .. sure i rmb .. you my jiejie lehs . x.x
laurel: o.o anything wrong with it ? hahaha .
rirong: yo ~ LOLS ! bo liao sia you .
dearie`:jiie ! xDD i miss you also la ~ ask you come down you dun wan .. haha .
silent: haha .. now nothing le la ~ hahaha .. xDDD
sihui: lols ! how come you will come in my blog ?? tag more tag more !
kolyn: haha ! not depressed la ~ xDDD cheers ~

2008-07-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

this post is for you de .

Thank you for telling me why,
even when its not on time.
Though I find it not quite right,
all this might be just a lie.

Loving someone is what I do,
even if you dont love me too.
You knock me out with all the truth,
I think I can understand too.

Its too late to do anything now,
but hope to change. Can you teach me how?
I wish I could do everything for you,
but hope you'll see. It's really all for you.

2008-07-20T13:39:00.000+08:00

perhaps you really dont love me .
all this while i've been lie-ing to myself .
its just some stupidity of mine .
i hope you guys please forgive me .
i promise you to be a better guy .
and i truly hope that you will be cherished !
good lucks okkies ?
you will have my support ! xD
remember our deal !
i will keep it in mind ! :D
smile boy !
things are going the way it should .
or thats what i've been thinking of ?
i am happy that you have found yourself a happiness !
and i am happy for you too .

.ojbhb fn uqfddb upm mmjx vpz xpol j
. jgjm zqqbi b fwjm mu vpz uobx otvk j

2008-07-19T13:41:00.000+08:00

lalalas`
BOY . cheer up ! things will get better de . when de time is ripe . things will be so much easier .maybe now isn't the time ? maybe she isn't your girl ?

I DUN DARE TO THINK ANYMORE ! its hurting me right now ! i wonder how long more do i need to suffer . haix .. HOW LONG !! i dun feel like staying in this world le ! IM just a person who is so stUPid ! so stubborn .. so dumb ! SO EVERYTHING .. TT
pekcek la .

j xpoefs xifo xf dbo cf uphfuifs ! TT
pomz zpv lopx xibu jn uijoljoh .
xjmm zpv cf njof ¿
qmfbtf botxft nf ?

2008-07-19T13:38:00.000+08:00

haix . i wonder if it is heaven's will ?
TT
been moody today .
dont know what to do .
haix .
went out at 11 ..
go take flower . haix .
i wonder what it is for .
even when time i want to find you .
you are not there .
haix .. dunno wad to do man .
maybe its me that is bad ?
AHHHHHHH !
PEKCEK LA ~
dunno wad to do !!
T______T
TELL ME !!
i truely loves you .
do you ?
TT

2008-07-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

hey guys ! i'm here just to post some quotes and poems which i find very meaningful !
i thought that somehow it reflects on me .
on how actually i grow .
hope you guys like it !
and now , here it goes ~

Achemist who can extract from his heart's element, compassion, respect, longing, patience, regret, surprise and forgiveness and compound them into one can create that atom which is called love.

Don't Pass Me By

He walked with eyes lowered, head to the ground.
When he saw me, he spoke, and I took in his sight.
He was scruffy and raggedy
in his eyes was no light.
He said, "Ma'am, I'm hungry."
He was very polite.

I said to him softly, "No money have I,
but I'll but you some food with these food stamps of mine."
We walked on in silence, this homeless old man,
and he said, "Give me your number-
I'll pay you back when i can."

I looked in his eyes, where hopelessness lay,
and I said, "Never mind. I don't want you to pay."
As we walked down the aisles of the grocery store,
like a child he picked something, then asked for some more.
I gladly told him to fill all his needs,
because in my lifetime, I've done some bad deeds.

I'll never forget him, as he went on his way,
because he gave me something I can never repay.
He gave me a chance to give what I could,
a chance to show love to the misunderstood-
a chance to feed someone when no one else would-
a chance to be special, a chance to be good.

I'll ever be grateful to the stranger in rags,
for showing me Love in a few grocery bags,
for letting me be the one who had more,
for letting me answer his knock at my door.

You see, I'm no angel, though I've wanted to be.
I've hurt many people by just being me,
and this man, this stranger, who did not pass me by,
set free for an instant an angel to fly.

Life is eternal; and love is immortal; and death is only a horizon; and a horizon is nothing
save the limit of our sight.

The Grave No One Tended

The day was lovely as I strolled along
peering at stones on the way,
And that's when I saw it; that pitiful cross
that looked splintered and faded away.

With flowers in hand to tend Father's grave,
I knew I must hurry along.
But I couldn't help but linger awhile
at that cross that just doesn't belong.

The date on the front confirmed my suspicions
of what already I knew.
A child lay beneath that horrible cross
and its faded color of blue.

What selfish parents they must have been
to bury their child all alone,
Without flowers or candles to light the night
and not even a simple headstone.

I looked even closer at that awful cross
that was nearly splintered away,
And there on the back, I read the words
that changed me forever that day.

"This cross isn't grand, but it was carved by my hands
so you'll know, son, how much I care.
It's the color of blue to remind me of you
and how painful it is I'm not there,

That it's you who is gone and it's me living on
while your young life has come to an end.
And I'm left alone, never again with a home
and a grave that's too painful to tend."

Tears stung my eyes as I looked all around
at the monuments that ragged cross put to shame.
And I shared with those parents their horrible loss
that brought them such terrible pain.

And all the tombstones, some even taller than me
suddenly seemed small in a way,
Next to that little handmade cross, carved with such love
and the flowers I planted that day.

It's Up To You

One song can spark a moment,
One flower can wake the dream.
One tree can start a forest,
One bird can herald spring.
One smile begins a friendship,
One handclasp lifts a soul.
One star can guide a ship at sea,
One word can frame the goal.
One vote can change a nation,
One sunbeam lights a room.
One candle wipes out darkness,
One laugh will conquer gloom.
One step must start each journey,
One word must start each prayer.
One hope will raise our spirits,
One touch can show you care.
One voice can speak with wisdom,
One heart can know what's true,
One life can make the difference,
You see, it's up to you!

2008-07-14T03:24:00.000+08:00

haix .. so boring la ! aiyo .. i cant sleep ! myhands are sooooooooooo itchy de la .. x.x make me cant sleep.. haix .. i woke up .. then thinking of BONNIE agains la .. haiyo .. totally misses her la~~!! haha .. stupid ~~Kolyn~~ yesterday make me cannot find her because of reasons .. haha ..

Yesterday morning went to macdonalds and had breakfast with daniel .. haha .. then eat le jiu went to macpherson CC there .. then wanted to Kolyn de .. but then .. reach there .. she not there .. then i ask people .. i tio GAN ~ WALIEW .. then called her .. she say she still at home sleeping .. then wanna go lan le .. WTFOOK ?!?! then i so shag` la ! TT actually wanted to find Bonnie de .. then Kolyn ask me to look after the shop .. then in de end dua me !! fooking sad lor ..

haix .. then Bonnie went to marina square .. and her reason being there is : there the air-con very cold .. LOLS !! damn cute de la .. hahaha ..

previous night was talking on the phone with her ma .. then we chat chat chat .. then she keep laughing lor .. dunno for wad reasons .. haix .. i guess she is happy ?? LOLS ~ got people wan jio her out ma .. then she ask me whether i free .. wan pei her watch movie anot .. so sadded .. i got to look after the shop .. haix !!

she went to find her friendster de friend .. haha .. then she say the guy damn cute de lor .. x.x i ask her to jio him .. but she say she dun like that guy !! ^^ LOLS !! happy la .. and the same time sad .. coz cannot see her .. TT

er .. i guess im done for now ? LOLS ! updating soon ~~

replies of tag;

--babyDEE--: okkies .. will link you soon de .. dun worry (:

KOLYN: lols .. tq for the picture ^^ and i know im cute ..xDDDD

MEIQI: will de will de ..xD

lov-ethsex: haha !! TQ ^^ okkies .. next thursday i 2.50 reach agains .. meet at same place ba !

2008-07-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

haix .. lols .. today was alrights ba ? i thinks ?? lols ..

went to katong meet silent, meelo and ash .. then played pool .. then starting actually got mood play one .. but .. suddenly got some things crossed my mind ? then so no mood play la ! i lost practially every round after that .. haix .. thinking so much for wad ? haix .. then went to eat ban mian ? lols .. alrights la .. i dunno why you all say until so nice like that .. x.x .. then after that went to bunk .. saw dearie there .. lols .. then she come scold me .. say why i go down bo tell her .. lols .. i also dunno i got go down la .. lols .. you also nvr tell me .. how will i know also sia ? LOLS !!

haix .. nvm ba .. i go wait bonnie reply me .. then go bath .. **EMOS~

2008-07-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

HAIX !! so sad la ! TT .. why everything comes at the wrong time de !! TT how i wish i was free .. can go out with you lor .. TT so sad de cans ? TT .. haix .. nvm ba .. if you wanna go out with others .. can .. i dun mind de . xDD .. i only know i misses you many many lor .. TT .. haix .. i only wish you will be happy la ! LOLS .. but i really wish i can meet you also !! TT .. haix ..

2008-07-11T12:54:00.000+08:00

1. The person who last tag you is:
Ash :x

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Friends.

3. Your 5 impression of him/her:
Good, nice, caring, friendly and er .. dunno le .. smart ?

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Er .. is to tag me ?? LOLS !

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
he said thx because i have been there for meelo ! xD

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
Er .. he is attached .. and im in love.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
To not be a gay ?? LOLS !

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
like that lor .. :x

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
i mistreated P4L .. lols ..

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
to finish this quiz ..

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Very good ..

12. How do you think people around you will think about you:
im good ?? :x

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
that im a nice guy ! x33

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
what does this mean ?

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Her full time LaoGong !

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
i love you guys too !

17. Pass the quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
{1} Kolyn
{2} Haigui
{3} Xuan
{4} Alethea
{5} SiYi
{6} Kimberly
{7} YuTing
{8} Tricilla
{9} Alicer
{10} Joanna

18. Who is number {6} having relationship with:
(Kimberly) with JoJo ? LOLS ! i think so la .

19. Is number {9} a male or female:
(Alicer) female.

20. If number {7} and {10} are together, will it be a good thing:
(YuTing and Joanna) er .. NO !!!

22. What is number {2} studying about:
(HaiGui) Dont know ?

23. When was the last time you had a chat with number {3}:
(Xuan) I think 3 weeks ago in audi ? she wans me to mega her .

24. What kind of music band does number {8} like:
(Triscilla) dunno lehs ..

25. Does number {1} have any siblings:
(Kolyn) Yes !!

26. Will you woo number {3}:
(Xuan) Er .. no !

27. How about number {7}:
(YuTing) NO !!!

28. Is number {4} single:
(Alethea) Yes ~ lols ..

29. What is the surname of number {5}:
(SiYi) Lim :x

30. What's the hobby of number {4}:
(Alethea) er .. Going out with friend ! xDD

31. Does number {5} and {9} get along well:
(SiYi and Alicer) er .. they dunno each other !

32. Where is number {2} studying at:
(HaiGui) ?I really dunno !!

33. Talk something casual about number {1}:
(Kolyn) She is my0 Gan-Laopo and i love her ! xDD

34. Have you tried developing feelings with number {8}
(Triscilla) er .. never !! x.x

35. Where does number {9} live at:
(Alicer) bedok reservior road.

36. What colour does number {4} like:
(Alethea) dunno lehs ?

37. Are number {5} and {1} best friends:
(SiYi and Kolyn) LOLS .. they have met each other and never talk .. lols ..

38. Does number {1} have any pets:
(Kolyn) last time got la .. not sure now ..

39. Is number {7} the sexiest person in the world:
(YuTing) er .. dun think so ?

40. What is number {10} doing now:
(Joanna) er .. slacking ?

2008-07-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

haha .. i juz came home from my Theft Intervention Program .. lols .. reached home at around 10+ haha .. I will late because today also the parents session .. haha ..
alrights lor .. i end school early .. at 2.15 i go le .. lols .. then i go braddel find SiYi Darling .. haha .. she with another friend .. so we go eat KFC , coz i also haven eat la .. then fed Darling popcorns .. haha .. then after that went smoking .. while i was smoking ~ Mr. john came and saw me smoking ! lols .. then he ask me throw away .. so i be good boy .. threw it away .. then go for make up sessions le ~ haha ..

During my make up sessions ~ Bonnie came and ask me for money .. so gave her to eat lor .. haha .. see . i so good ! x= after the session .. i went to find Bonnie awhile .. then try to find SiYi .. but cannot find her .. so called her phone .. then she was at vivo le ! x: hahaha .. then nevermind lor . then went to smoking with Hairul then go for today's session .. haha ..

After the session .. here is a one hour break .. so went around and do nothing much .. but to smoking ! LOLS ~ WA !!! TODAY BUY TWO PACKS FOR LIKE 4 HOURS ?? haha .. everyone never bring their ciggs .. then all take from me ! TT .. my money is gone .. hahaha !!

Then LayHwa wanted some coins to call to dunno who .. haha .. so gave her 50 cents .. then i went to buy drinks .. haha .. then got change of 5 cents .. hahaha !! then i gave LayHwa .. saying that she can still call for 1.5 minutes ~ then she dun catch any ball .. hahaha !! then she over there 'TONG TONG TONG'' and cannot go in .. then Bonnie helped her TONG 20cents ~ LOLS !! then can .. then she see is 5 cents ~ then came chasing after me ! LOLS !! funny la !

Was having some private time with Bonnie .. then she say she stomach pain .. dunno got wad sick !! TT .. then ask her go buy medicine also dun one .. haix .. then she pei me go atm take money .. then wanted to go eat together de .. but then she dun wanna eat .. so in the end never lor .. haha .. we went back to find LayHwa .. then she still talking ~ WA ~ talk so long la .. haha .. then shirley was like SOOO PEKCEK !! then ask me to GeK .. then she wan beat me .. haha .. then i let her beat my palm first .. then she say she never feel any kick .. haha .. so she keep punching my arm .. TT .. LOLS !! then Bonnie see le heart pain .. haha .. then quickly excuse me from them .. then went to KFC sit .. haha .. then i ask her why she wan bring me away .. then she say is to help me not kenna beaten up la ! x333 LOLS !! then went to KFC sit .. asked her about her personal stuffs ~~ then ok lor .. get to know some things lor .. haha .. after awhile LayHwa came in le .. with her mum .. haha .. sat awhile .. then time is up .. so went in for parents session le .. haha .. then Bonnie parents did not manage to come ma .. so she did not attend .. haha .. then say bb and waved to her before she go back hostel lor .. haha .. then i tot she will wait for LayHwa till she finishes the program .. haha .. then after that .. i went out to find her .. but cannot find le .. DAMN MISS HER LA ! haha .. then LayHwa tell the facilitators about we two .. haha !! then we all was like laughing away la ~ LOLS !! then she also came up with a rule .. that say ; cannot stead with anyone in the program .. WALIEW !! its like almost everyone in the room got someone they like la ! xDDD LOLS !!

BONNIE♥;
i seriously hope that we two can be together lor ! though i really dun remember how we could click on so well .. haha .. but i can always remember the times we are together ! Im gonna pick up my courage .. juz to speak up to you .. and see how things would to go after that .. haha !

2008-07-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

yo guys . im back agains ! i have changed my blogskin la . as you have notice . please give me some comments on it ba ! xDD thx guys ! and give what you really meant ! lols .. haha ..

tml shld be a fun day ba ! lols .. coz i am going down to tampines to teach other people how to play beatup {audition}. haha .. in case you all dunno wad is beatup la .. xDD .. though im not so strong la .. haha .. but is own people .. so i will try my real best in teaching her ! lols ..

ok .. im done here .. OH YA ~
btw .. thx KOLYN;Laopo for helping me ! xDDDi appreciates it many many !

2008-07-07T12:10:00.000+08:00

haha .. i have nothing to do ! LOLS ! so i come in lor .. incase someone say i neglect the blog agains .. x.x

ytd was something special to me ! LOLS ! coz i went for the MILKRUN ! wooos ~
it was so fun la ~
12.30-i went to school to report.
1.30- the bus came and we left to zouk
2-i reach there and gather outside zouk de empty space .
2.30- we are released to go to the carnival and slack there .. but i lazy slack .. so i went around and smoked .
4-i went back back and gather to start the run ! its a 4.5km run man .. so long la .. so i sat down and waited for my friends to run pass me .. then we walk together .. haha ..
then i cannot find them .. then i dulanz .. went to find other friends .. haha .. then we reach the bridge that time .. we sit down there .. haha .. then like stampede like that .. the whole bridge is like shaking like mad la .. haha .. then the girls run run run .. haha .. waliew .. got alot charbor lor .. feel like taking them home sia .. hahahahaha !! after that i went back to the starting point .. coz i lazy to run the whole journey .
5- we went back to school . and i smoked then went to geylang east find Kolyn ! lols ..
reach le saw meelo also !! haha .. simply loves him lots la .. then played one round of dota . then went eat with meelo and go home le .. hahaha ..

Replies of tags;

yihui; haha .. come shoot me die la ! i not scared .
silent; haha .. if you find no point telling me then nvm la .. haha ..
not like i know you very long le .. haha ..
ash; haha .. they are my friends too . its my job to cheer them up too (:
lov-ethsex; haha .. got lor .. x.x although its abit late ! haha ... but i never broke the promise ! xDD
xMEElo; np ! xDD YEA sure !
KOLYN; must okkies ?? haha .. *cheers

2008-07-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i really blogged . SRY PEOPLE FOR NEGLECTING MY BLOG x.x

nothing has really much happen to me this few days ba . today {lapixiaoxin}[audi] asked me go bunk to give him ciggs .. lols .. seems like i dun really have time to go bunk . somemore tml still need to go for the MILKRUN ! LOLS! i guess im not running .. i have produced a mc juz for not running .. haha .. but i will still go la .. i wan my 5 hours of cip ~ lalalalas`

im feeling down this few days .. haha .. but FRIENDS are always giving me supports ! I SIMPLY LOVE THEM LA ~

Kolyn;Gan-Laopo
haha . i know people doesn't like it . so i guess the gan i put is alright ba ? LOLS ~ yea . its like 1 yr+ the gans with you le . and still counting on.. .. .. .. i really hope that jealousy doesn't kill . but i came to know somethings . i guess you no need to be so torturing ba ? maybe time is wad some people need ? and pls .. dun think that people has came to me to ask me say wad i wanted to say . Its my own will .. really la .. maybe time is wad ** needed . pls laopo .. let** come back on my account can ? i really doesn't wan someone good to be lost . i really wanna see you everyday with fun and laughter in you . maybe you like this do also is for your fun and laughter ? but think of others too la .. i really dun wish to see this kind of things happen . reconsider it can ? do it for me . juz this once . i had never ask you to do things before .. maybe this is the first ? i hope you will not disappont me ! xDDD

Meelo;GayPartner
gay ! cheer up pls ? i know this kind of feelings are hard to accept . and im not telling you to forget it . if you wan tokeep it . i would not mind . but dun think too hard on it .. i also dun wanna see my gay to fall apart like this ! i really sincerely wan to see you happy everyday ! smile more ok ? xDD muacks**

SiYi;Darling
Darling .. even though we might have not been contacting , even though i think our feelings had faded . but you will always be my cpl no matter wad . whenever you are feeling down because of your family problems or wad a fight with kelvin , you can always turn to me . i will help you de .xDDD lets not be apart ! 23feb and still counting on .. .. x3

Silent;Fwen
even though i met you not long ago , but you are a great guy ! (: you always give people good advises and they are just simply great . i know you have some of your problems that i might not know . but dun worry ~ im a great listener . and will always be there when you will need me xDD CHEERS**

Daniel;Fwen
haha .. though you often ask me come down because you wanna smoke , i will not reject you .. just that i take a very long time to come down .. lols .. but i know you wan to quit smoking . thats why .. so ~~~ i will not stop you from takingciggs from me .. somemore i not so geh gao one la ~ LOLS ! hope you quit your smoking habit ba ! xDD you just smoke not long ago .. i think its easier for you to quit earlier than me .. haha .. so jiay0us in quitting ! you have my support ! xDDD

Triscilla;Fwen
haha .. i know you do find me irritating sometimes .. but , thanks anyway for helping me .. i will not forget the times i keep asking you de .. haha .. you still wan saboh xiuting ! LOLS ! anyways .. dun be sad okkies ?? i will be there for you de .. i will lend you my ears .. haha .. and try to give you good advises okkies ?? dun sad le girl .. cheer up .

i guess im done for now .. anything i will update it asap .. thanks guys for supporting me !! i will not forget de . xDD

2008-07-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

boy ! cheer up ! things will be better in the future . its just a matter of time that she will be with you . xDDD **smiles ! i know you have read her book . and she seems to be hurted by her ex , maybe you should give her some time . some time to let her put the past behind her , and let her move forward with you , guiding her through the obstacles at the expressway . the cars might be alot , but when time is there , you could find the chance to grab her by the hand and walk her through it safely . so wad if people is artistic ? when there is hope , you can change her to be a better girl , and i know that you would . dun think too hard about yourself ok ? you can do it de !

GAMBATTE ~

2008-07-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

I really do not know what i can do. Its seems crazy to have this thought. This stupid thought that you liked me. But i just cant shake it off my mind. I have been thinking about you every now and then. But i have never had an answer from you. My mind is just going crooked. How i wish it was just a dream. But i will never want to forget you. How i simply wish that we can be together. Though i may not know you for long, but my feeling for you is forever true. Whenever we are together in that room, i always find a chance to be next to you. And you all always chat with me, poke me even though i asked you to stop, and i will do it to disturb you too.

Every Friday, Saturday and Sunday i will be waiting. Waiting for your sms, hoping that i would hear from you. But it seems that i have waited in vain. But this does not mean that i will stop. I will wait till the day, the day i could receive your sms, the day you would to call me, the day i would to confess to you.

Maybe this is just a stupid thought of mine. But there is really nothing in this world that is impossible. And when there is still a chance for me, I will definitely grab this opportunity and never let it go easily.

I know i may be abit too weak. Im very unsuccessful in relationship things, but i am willing to try? Even if it might cost my life. As long as i try, i will be satisfied.

ALL I WANT TO SAY IS;

I SIMPLY LOVE Bonnie VERY MUCH!

How i wish that you could be here looking at this blog. But i think that there will only be a little bit of chance. But anyway, even if you will not be with me by my side, my heart will always be with you.

2008-07-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

I was tagged by Kolyn;Laopo .

1. What's your ambition ?
Not thinking about it now lehs . x.x
2. Who is more important to you ? Friend or girlfriend ?
Both the same important la ! xDD
3. Who is the person you trust most ?
Maybe till now i also haven find one .
4. Do you think you have enough confident ?
If i had , i will not be single now .
5. Who is your idol ?
Perhaps nobody.
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain ?
Yes . But its like long time ago .
7. What's your goal for this year ?
To promote to sec 2 express .
8. Do you believe in eternity love ?
Can i say yes ?
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide ?
Likely to be no .
10. What feeling do you love most ?
Loving others and being loved by others ! Woo~ simply love it !
11. What are the recruirements you wished for the other half ?
To be a decent girl . But if she isn't , its ok . I will try my best to change her . {If she wants}
12. List out 5 of your bestfriends .
Bonnie, Meelo, Silent, Kolyn, Siyi
13. Discribe yourself now in 3 words .
Selfish, Dumb, Loving ! xDDD
14. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
Ohhh ~ Thats a dumb question . Of cause i do ! xDD
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
To be with the one i love most , money !
16. Describe the person who tag you in 5 words .
Silly, Fun, Loving, Cute, Soft-hearted.
17. What have you done to please yourself ?
Most probably nothing !! TT
18. If time were to rewind , when will you want it to be ?
I will want to be at my primary5 life ! living together with my "chu lian qing ren" x.x
19. What will you want most for your birthday ?
Its my secret =x If i say out , there also will not have anyone buying for me ! LOLS~
20. Do you have a dream ?
Yes . At some nights ! LOLS =x

Those who're tagged by me, CONGRATS ! xDD
1. Meelo
2. Yuting
3. Siyi
4.Xuan
5.Veene

2008-06-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

haha .. im here to blog agains ~ lalalalas`

G4Y partner; Sry la . i know ive been mistreating you la .. not i really dun wan you de la . is i really no time to even contact afew of them la . i now also dun really contact zhen anymore . no one for me to contact also lor .. haha .. so dun angry okkies ?? i will ask you out de .. hehehes .. we go kaikai .. dun go play pool ! LOLS ~ hearts you manymany la ~

ok . i know i am stress this few days ~ haix .. alot went through my mind la .. haix .. maybe fate really bring us tgt . but .. haiya .. i also dunno how to say .. not saying you bad la .. juz that . i juz wish to have a good girl .. but also no need too guai la .. haix !! DUNNO LA !! VERY FAN LIAOS ! TT
could someone come and teach me ? wad could i do ? i dun wanna fall in love ! but something somewhere in my mind tells me that we can be tgt ? TT .. im so stressed now la .. dint know this kinda feeling will come to me lor .. haix .. i everytime tot that this kinda feeling will only last for awhile .. and never to come up in my head every now and then ~
oh bother .. maybe im in loved ? is this good ? or is this bad ? im a no good person .. doesn't treat people nice . not shuai . poor .. haix .. I REALLY DUNNO LA !! TT

2008-06-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

01. What's more important? Money Or Love?
Love. though im not now
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
Im poor, dun have one.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was in school.
04. When did you last cry?
A month ago. When i quarreled with my girl.
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
probably bread or biscuit?
06. What do you want in your life right now?
Promote to express. So can early discharge.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
No umbrellas for me (im still poor).
08. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My pillows, bolster and my bearbear =x
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
School PE shorts.
10. What is the nicest text in your inbox say?
LOLS! I NO HANDPHONE LA! DUN MAKE ME SAD.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
No. Simplicity is the best :D
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope. Im not THAT broke to take people things and not return.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Hmm. Maybe narnia? That cupboard one ? lols.. i dun see movies.
14. What are you proud of?
Having a good mother and brothers
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
NO HANDSPHONE LA! **feel like slapping you lor. Stupid questions~
16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to?
Maybe Australia ba. Got alot animals to see xDD ILOVETHEM!
17. Do you have any nicknames?
sLgKiD ?
18. What does your last received text message say?Who was it from?
x.x `fainting.
19. What time did you do to bed last night?
10+pm
20. Are you currently happy?
Ya la. Quite.
21. Who gives you best advice?
Maybe my probation officer?
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nahs.
23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?
JiaLiang.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Nope. Happy-go-lucky-ing
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
My maths teacher. she tripped in the waste paper basket and fell down!! WUAHAHAHA !
26. Do you wear toe socks?
No.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-.-
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yeah. quite alot of times.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
People who annoys me?
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Maybe no? No one for me to have a crush on.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
o.o??`blurred
32. What is the colour of your room?
White.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
No. I will ask other people to kill and give him 10 million dollars, and i keep the rest. xD
34. Do you believe in the saying “talk is cheap”?
Ya. Talk i also can. Want then come out try me ma.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
My ex.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
My ex.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Nope.
38. Do you have a life?
I also not sure.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
Who would be so stupid. -.-
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
It reflects me and my friend.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
My mother.
42. Last time you smiled?
Today
43. Have you changed this year?
Yea. I've became good boy! :D
44. What are you listening right now?
Nothing.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
No.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open la. What a dumb question.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
Success favours only the prepared mind.
48. Do you want someone you cant have?
Maybe?
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Guitar.
50. What was the worst idea you have had in this week?
o.o
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Sleeping.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Alrights la.
53. What song best describe your love life?
Dunno?
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Er. I dun like anyone.
55. Who always make you laugh?
Friends!
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
like duhhs~
57. Favourite website?
None?
58. What your middle name?
Huh?
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Go BukitBatok for TIP.
60. What do you think you are like?
Like a person?
61. Who will you choose to die with?
Someone that i would like to choose. xDD
62. Where have you been today?
School.
63. What game do you play often?
Audition, dota.
64. Who are you missing right now?
No1
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
See how much i love them.
66. What are you doing right now?
Doing this dunno wad thing.
67. Which primary school are you from?
MahaBodhiSchool
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black,Red,Pink ?
69. What emotion you like to show?
Happy
70. What is your life to you?
Er, something important?
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Do other stuff and dun think too much?
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
My Laopo :D
73. Who you admire most?
No one in particular.
74. Which month are you born in?
April.
75. How are you feeling right now?
Bored.
76. What is the time now?
7.37pm
77. Where are you now?
My living room?
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Reddish brown.
79. What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume?
Absolute Vodka?
80. What do you do when you are moody?
Play dota or audition.
81. At which age you wish to get marry?
Never thought so far.
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
Both is as important.
83. Do you think you have enough confident?
Maybe?
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Practically no one.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Trying to catch one.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
To have a acceptable house, car, wife, children and alots of money.
87. What is your goal for this year?
Promote to sec2 express.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
I believe, if it would be with my first ex.
89. What feeling do you love most?
Being doted?
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Might be? Might be not.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
Jealousy.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
If they are worth cherishing.
93. Do you believe in god?
Ya, maybe.
94. Who cares for you most?
My parents?
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Families.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
Myself.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Nothing?
98. What would you feel that everyone no longer cares for you?
Unloved.
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
Break lor.
100.What will you do if you lie to your friend?
For what i lie to them? Tell the truth la. They not happy then is their problem le.

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.Next list 8 people whom you would want them to do this, at the end of the post.Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

1.YuZhen
2.Meelo
3.SiYi
4.Jamie
5.Alicer
6.Joanna
7.YuTing
8.Triscilla

2008-06-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

im bored . so i came in and blogblogblog .. haha .
haix .. nothing to do this few days ..
{!} OH YA . got CSO >.<
so boring la .. lols .
haix ..
today watch LA lakers play with Celtics boston .. then see them led at 1st quarter 7-2x
lols .. then break record .
no NBA finals got such a big gap at 1st quarter . haha ..
then in the end Celtics win lor .. haha ..
then break another record .
no NBA finals got such a great come back .
haha .. was quite a interesting match .
though abit lame lame lor .. haha ..

went to do CSO after that .. 1340 then reach there lor ..
i should reach there at 0930 de lor .. haha ..
lucky she nvr ask anything .. even though i got think of wad i am going to say liao lor ..
today got new NgeeAnn Poly people come help us .. haha ..
got someone interested in joseph lor .. haha ..
so stupid la ~

went to play basketball after that ..
sit there do nothing while joseph is teaching someone basics of basketball .
then person is know how to play basketball de la ..
just that his basic abit lousy .. =x
see him how to cross over ..
how to cross over the back ..
then point out his mistakes lor .. practically still alrights for him lor .. haha ..
though i maybe can lose him la ..
haha .. wanted joseph to teach me play also ..
he ask me to prepare .
coz his training super tough .. haha ..
nevermind lor .. if tough then good .. can train better .. haha ..

hmm .. maybe you are rights ba ..
maybe how i treat others are like the same ..
but .. maybe you know me more than i know myself ..
i truely need your help .. i dun wish to get this kind of life !
i really wanna love HER, pamper HER and have a peaceful life with her .
like how i would pamper you throughout the months ..
those nights are just how i wish i could do .
haix .. maybe i am useless like how other people see me .
i know i love audi, all my friends and gans .
but . i suddenly feel that playing audi is a waste of time ?
even though it is interesting sometimes .
even though people need me .
even though people want me .
even though people miss me .
but all i am thinking are ,
THEY ARE JUST BULL-SHYTTING !
whenever i said i wan leave .
they will say, leave lor . we also no need you.
but whenever i am serious and i left audi .
they come to me and want me to come back ..
i juz find them funny .
god gave us one head .
so that we dun have another head sleeping .
BUT {!}
why people love to have two when they only got one ?
IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT HAVE TWO HEAD PHYSICALLY ?
god has his reason in everything .
and i believe it .
i take myself as an example ba .
god gave us two hands .
coz he know that one hand is not enough to do anything .
if you only got one hand ..
you can only choose one thing; hold your girlfriend's hands or carry things for your girlfriend .
so god gave us two hands . one to hold her hands .
one to help her carry things .
but people love to have another hand .
and us it ''invisibly'' .
to BORROW things without asking ?
and nvr to return the items ?
haix .
i hope i use my brains and think ba .
what is happening to me ?
where did i do wrong ?
why i do wrong things ?
when did i do wrong things ?
and most importantly; how can i change for the better for myself and the others ?

DEAR READERS !
I HOPE YOU CAN TEACH ME, OR GIVE ME SOME POINTERS IN HOW I CAN HELP MYSELF ?MAYBE YOU GUYS KNOW ME BETTER THAN I KNOW MYSELF . HAHA .
LETS ALL WORK HARD ! `Cheers

letsNOTwishFORwhatWEwant,BUTcherishWHATweHAVE.

2008-06-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

erm . ok . i think i was abit stupid la .. haix . but nvm .. lalalas` ok ~ im bored . super nothing to do lor. haix .

this few days got cso to do . haix .. i tot it will be boring la .. lucky joseph got call me. . then i know that we will be doing at the same place .. PHEW` lucky got people pei me liao .. then can do more .. end early .. hahaha .

practically playing basketball everyday lor .. haha .. coz everyday after cso will pei joseph back to haid road . then go there play basketball also can . xDD

i now know that my basketball super lousy le lor .. haix .. x.x really nothing to day =x

i guess i next time then post more things ! coz tml might be a busy day for me .. coz i got to do reporting .. then make IC . then still got dunno wad test at ToaPayoh . haix .. why do we probationers got so many boring things tp do !?!?!?! ROAR ! tired of life like this already lor .. cannot ton . everthing .. haha .. then everytime make Aiai suan me .. **ER .. HAHAHAHAHA !! CANNOT GO OUT . LALALAS` EH, LTR WAN MEET ME ANOTS !* and its like 11+ le lor .. roar !! TT haha ..

wa !! then today went to cso ma .. then the joseph dunno how to come down .. haha .. coz he watching the NBA . L A lakers VS Celtic Boston .. then i think L A win lor .. haha .. but i dint get to finish it .. coz i tot joseph already there .. then wanna faster go there .. then pia cab down .. although it was so near my house la .. hahah =x ``actually is i lazy walk also la . hahahaha.

then go there no people .. then i act one sick .. after one hour .. i tell the incharge that i not feeling well .. then i go home early .. hahaha .. then go home liao call joseph .. he say he playing basketball at cc .. so i take my time and go down .. then go down that time i nvr see anyone . haha .. then i boring .. walk back to GL then pei nise talk ..then played afew round of audi .. then i notice Aiai the stead was talk to botak ..then i see .. then i know he got taiji with medmed .. then i ask medmed wad happen .. coz i dun wanna let her know she my Aiai the stead . then i anyhow say is my friend lor .. then she come scold me .. ask me dun kaypo .. then STUNNED ~ then nvm lor .. then i call my Aiai tell her .. then she say she will be going in audi see wad happen .. haix ..but then i also not in audi .. i nvr open com .. how i know wad will happen to her ?? TT

after that i went down to haig road liao .. then pei then play poker awhile .. then play basketball .. haha .. OMT AH ! joseph leg and my leg CRASHED together la .. hahaha .. guess whose more painful ?? i think its mine la .. he chiong in then i def ma .. then his knee CRASHED with my shin !! AHH !!! i very pain !! i tot it was going to break la .. coz i take one step that time .. my leg was like no strenght at all lor .. then that part pain .. then i thinking .. OMG !! FRACTURE LIAO .. SIAO LIAO .. so called my mother to pic me up . after that go home ask her help me use medicine push .. haha .. and its like so damn painful la .. she dun have the kind of ''GIRL STRENGHT" hahaha .. but now still better liao .. haha ..

Aiai =x i hope everything will be fine for both of you lor .. dun let medmed find you .. then beat you lehs .. TT

Darling =x why you this few days like nvr touch until the com like that ?? i so long nvr see you .. tlk to you le lor TT haix .. COME BACK QUICK !

Laopo =x follow wherever your hearts wanna go ba .. but then dun hurt people at the sme time la .. must think of a perfect plan also ma .. like that people will very man guo one .. xD*smiles ~

GayPartner =x jiayous worz ! woohoo though i will not stop her .. i will also try la .. haha .. juz do your best also ah ? love not everytime also perfect one .. you must learn how to let go things . then give in to her . good luck xD*smiles`

2008-06-03T13:42:00.000+08:00

WTF LA . ytd was like .. omt aH !!! someone save me ..
TT
i lost my wallet at macpherson sec la .. so sad .. then my parents dun wan help me do atm cards ! TT
no money use liao la .. though lose not much la . haix .

today went to work .. then end up nvr do .. cb ..
that siang chin and hui ling la ..
today nvr where shoe .. where slippers oni.
zzzzz.
my chance of earning money is lost .. TT
FKED up la .. haix ..
sry laopo .. i also nvr do liao .. i think you go there ..
you will also dulan lor .. haix ..
nvm la .. sua liao jiu dun care liao ba .. x.x

LAOPO : nahs .. you good good post about you . haha .. one yr plus de gans liao .. you good la .. everytime will care for me de la .. even when you caring .. i also dunno .. haha .. pro pro . haha .. haix .. lets hope that we will last forever !! xDDD **CHEERS

MEELO : nahs .. lols .. you also kwrite mine .. so i write for you also lor .. haha !! though i know you not long .. but our times tgt was fun !! Lalalalas` haha .. LOVES MY GAY PARTNER LA !!!x3333 muacks . xDDD *CHEERS lets last forever !! HAHA

DARLING : lols .. i will nvr forget you de !! xDDD lols .. since 22 feb i know you .. you had always pei me .. haha .. hope that we will last ok ?? x333333333333 you lots . MUACKS !! **huggies

2008-05-29T21:24:00.001+08:00

wa yes ! finally at home can post liao la !! WOOHOO !!
lols ..
YAY ! IM NOT XUAN's petlion liao !! LOLS !!! phew ! ILOVEMYAiAi x33
BUT I LOVE SIYI DARLING MORE !! x3333333333333333333333333 muacks xD

today boring la .. i went to GL in the morning .. then emo, rinn, botak and shindo was there .. lols .. then i go play audio with them la .. lols .. like so funny la .. then rinn was like wanting to challenge me audi .. this is how it goes ;

[our conversation]
eh larry~ come play beat up lehs.
mai la. you so lousy.
come try me la.
OK LOR ~
eh, MovMov la.
scared ar? hands up la.
MovMov la..
ok lor, but after that hands up.
lai lor.

haha .. then i win liao then kpkb .. hahaha !!

[continue of conversation]
eh. come 8k la.
lai lor . (but i know i will lose to her one la .)

then botak and emo say want play also .. so we waited and start .. haha .. then emo keep winnning .. then bptak wan RANDOM MODE RANDOM MUSIC .
lols .. i was like " DB4 DB4" . then come out every others except DB4 .. DULAN LA ~ then i purposely choose DB4 140~ lols .. then they scold me ahgua .. haha !!
WA !! THEN TIO 190 .. hahahaha !! then they scold me .. say my hands sueh .. haha .. THEN I WIN EMO ~~ LOLS ! but i was like shyts la .. haha .. get lousy score .. haha ..

after that i went to play basketball liao .. then play until 8p.m. .. then mother come fetch me .. i was like sweating like hell la .. if you touch my pants .. its the whole thing wet la .. like just soak in water like that .. haha!

aiya .. i go slp liao .. tml going school take report book .. GOOD NIGHTS ~ <333

2008-05-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

haix. . lols ..ytd went to court .. lalala .. for court review .. then give judge scold .. but then nth happen to me .. wooos ~
lols .. bored here lehs .. haha ..

haix .. went swimming after that with my brothers and cousin .. then swim until very stress .. haha .. dint know i swim will until so tired de la .. haha .. then after swimming went to tm the slack .. walk walk .. smoke smoke .. then went to haig road to play basketball .. lols .. then play until so stress also la .. then my blister burst .. OMT ah !! lols .. someone come save me !! TT ..
then the dunno who wanna help us all buy water .. then when she come back .. she all anyhow buy .. oni rmb mine la .. haha !! such a good friend .. haha .. though i dunno her too long la .. haha ..

she so damn cute la .. but i will not fall for her one la .. i now oni got my darling .. and someone is still in my mind .. which i dunno how to explain everything la .. im so sad .. TT .. haix .. nvm ba .. since she doesn't want to like me anymore ..

*** ***** - i really have nth to say liao lor .. after all the thing we been through .. haix .. am i too soft hearted .. soft hearted until you come and make use of me .. haix .. have i not gave you enough freedom ? or you is make use of this freedom to get close to other people .. haix .. i really dunno wad to say la .. juz always rmb that you will also be rmb by me lor .. haix .. forget it .. i dun wish to keep all those bad memories in my heart .. but i think that all those days still have some good memories .. that i can keep it within me . xD smile girl .. when im not with you . TT

2008-05-21T20:02:00.001+08:00

haix . ytd was a bad day . haix .

i cried so much lor .. TT .. kenna scolding .. then after that lock myself in the rm . meii was so good .. come pei me . cheer me up .. haha .. love you la mei . ><

today was so much better la .. lols .. i when school .. then got beach cleaning .. LOLS !! lazy go pick whole beach .. so when around and slack slack .. lols .. then go home liao .. when dota .. then 4.40 went to take taxi to mcys .. haha .. then talk to ms lim .. so good la .. then had a good time there .. then she told me that i truency the first time .. nth will happen .. only ask me to not to do it anymore .. i so happy when i heard this la !! BUT !! i heard from her that . i was involved in a stealing case !! WTF LOR !! i confirm i nvr .. i had nvr steal anything from 2 yrs ago .. zzzzzzzzz so dumb la .. i steal things .. i da shao ye where got need to steal agains .. haix .. nvm .. i know i nvr steal can liao .. NOT SCARED , NOT SCARED . lalalas ~

ltr meeting my jiie .. totally miss her la !!

DARLING !! i totally misses you la .. lols .. sunday must pei me okkies ?? <3333>

ok .. im done here .. next time then blog ..

YEWCHING . i really miss you .. i hope that we can start afresh .. but .. it seems that there is some obsticles on the way .. for me and you .. i hope we could still be friends ba ..

2008-05-18T16:34:00.000+08:00

bored .. lols .. nth to do .. so came in awhile and update update . ><

juz met bunny darling .. lols .. she cute de la .. ><>

haix .. this few days damn wad lor .. heard somethings which i cried la .. waliew ..
how many times you wan me to cry because of you ? i cry infront of you . because i trusted you .i loved you . but is this wad i get for loving you? or is it that loving me makes you sick? tell me pls.. i dun wan a silent break. you wan also must tell me first de lor. TT

laopo .. thx for being there for me .. even though you got your baby .. x3 thx for caring me in the dark .. even i dunno .. but you are still there for me .. x33
GAYPARTNER .. i hope you got come my blog de too .. ><>
SIYIdarling !! dun sit beside me and see me post !! AND THEN KEEP LAUGHING !! x333 love you la !
girl . i hope you can talk to me . like how we did the last time . ><>

2008-04-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

SIANED .. LOLS .. YTD WAS LIKE SO SIANED LA .. I PO SCHOOL AGAINS LEHS .. CAUSE I WAKE UP LATE .. THEN LAZY GO SCHOOL .. HAHA !! THEN GO TAKE MC .. WAITED FOR 2 HRS LA .. SO DAMN LONG .. SOMEMORE ALONE SIA .. TIME PASSES SO DAMN SLOW !! roar ~

LOLS .. YTD MIGHT BE ONE OF THE HAPPY DAYS I HAD AGAINS LOR .. HAIX .. BUT THEN SHE LOST HER PURSE !! OMG LOR .. HAIX .. REALLY DUNNO WHERE SHE PUT LA .. LOLS . IM SO SORRY .. DINT HELP YOU SEE IF YOU DROP ANYTHING !! TT

HAIX .. DUNNO WHY LEHS .. I WILL JEALOUS EASILY !! ROAR !~!~ SIANED .. NVM .. WAD WE NEED IS SOME TRUST .. xD

NTH TO BLOG LIAO .. TODAY ACTUALLY WANTED TO HELP HER GO DO HER EZ-LINK DE .. BUT THEN SHE SAY AFTER ONE WEEK THEN CAN GO DO .. SIANED !! THEN JIU NVR GO LIAO LOR .. LOLS ..

HMM .. I WILL A BETTER AUDI PLAYER ! I PROMISE ! xD

2008-04-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

LOLS !!
i had a very happy BIRTHDAY !! WEETS ~
LOLS !! THANKYOU ALL --NkZ- people who came and celebrate with me !
i really appreciated it ! WEETS !
the cake WAS DAMN NICE CAN ?!?!
especially when the cake love my face !
LOLS !! HAD IT PICTURED !
but my friend haven gave it to me .. lols !!
I TIO TUA !! ROARS !~!~!

ITs like everytime de la ! LOLS !@!
nvm ba .. if your reason is good ><
LOLS !! DEARIE GOT GO MAN !!
then over there keep umchio ~ LOLS !
then i keep over there diao her ! LOLS LA ~

then last night got somethings happening lA !! DAMN STUPID LOR !
THEN I over there keep consoling someone .. lols !!
DAMN long lor ..
who asked me to understand girls so well ..
even when they lie to me ..
say that they nvr cry ~
YOU ALL CAN NVR LIE TO ME ONE LA .
i know girls simply quite well de .. hehes ..

JIIE !
MAI cry okkies ?? i will always be with you de.
xD
anything happen come find me .. i will pei you de ..
hehes .. mai cry .. mai emo .. mai kill yourself already okkies ??
if you really dun wan .. pls ..
promise me that that will be my present from you .. i really will be very happy de.

2008-04-09T15:43:00.000+08:00

sianed .. this few days nvr see her liao !! TT i fcking missing her la ! TT dunno whether she still wan me anots ?!?! STRESSED ! haix .. boring liao la .. ask her come out she dun wan . sms also is not sms me ! sms her boi .. talk to her she also like sianed sianed like that .. hmm . TT

maybe all this is wad i was thinking ba .. i juz hope for the best .. maybe this is not she was thinking ?? i also dunno lehs .. haix .. juz dun think too much can le ba .. she wad she will tell me when she thought over it . TT

haix !! nothing to do this few days lehs ! LOLS !! LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS SAT !!! WEETS ~ meeting jiie and pl ~ haha !! finally .. in a long time .. lalalas ~ then ask --NkZ- people come out also ! LOLS !! more people more merrier . lols ! this sat meeting for me birthday ~ x,x sure will kenna throw into the sea de lor ! LOLS !!

maybe meeting my darling also ! LOLS !! first time maybe ?? LOLS !! sure she see me will faints de ba !! LALALAS ~ maybe she also cannot go out ?? almost all the time she cannot go out meet me de lehs .. juz hope she can meet me ba !!

BIRTHDAY COMING !! WEETS !! 13/04 ~ looking forward to this day !! WEETS ~~ xD

2008-03-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY DARLING SIYI !! ITS JUST ABOUT 3 DAYS ALREADY, AND IM MISSING HER SO MUCH !!! I GUESS I REALLY FELL IN LOVE LE LA .. LOLS !!! WONDER HOW IS SHE ? I JUST HOPE SHE IS SO FINE !! COME BACK FROM CAMP HOPE SHE WUN SICK !! I WILL WORRY DE .. TT . I JUZ WANNA TELL MY DARLING ~~

I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!!
MUACKIES ~

SIANED . THESE FEW DAYS NOTHING TO DO AT NIGHT .. HAIX .. SO SIANED WITHOUT HER LOR !! REALLY WISH HER TO BE BACK VERY SOON !! SIANED . HOUSE COMPUTER SPOIL AGAINS .. THEN FAMILY GOT PROBLEMS !! WHY DOES EVERYTHING COME IN THE WRONG TIME ?!?!?!?! SIANED .

AUDITION. --NkZ- HUAT AR !

SIANED .. AUDITION SEEMED TO BE SO FUN ! BUT I SEEM TO NOT HAVE ANY FUN .. LOLS .. DUNNO WHY LEHS .. NOWADAYS AUDI GOT LOTS OF PROBLEM !! SIANED ! LAST TIME -TWINS- PEOPLE SCOLD MY FRIEND THAT --NkZ- SUX !! OMG ?!?!?! THEY WAN DIE LOR .. STUPID -TWINS- . THEN DADDIE COME DOWN .. DECLARED WAR .. THEN -TWINS- GOT URGENT MEETING ?!?! DUNNO FOR WAD LOR .. I THINK IS TO TEACH ALL -TWINS- PEOPLE HOW TO DIG A HOLE AND HIDE THEMSELF INSIDE .. OR TEACH THEM HOW TO BE A DOG .. AFTER THAT THEY SAY WAN CHALLENGE .. ZZZZZZZZZZ .. THEN I ON THEM LOR .. ME PLAYING WITH TWO -TWINS- DOGS AND THE OTHER 3 IS EITHER HELPING US, OR IS NEUTRAL DE .. THEN I TRASH -TWINS- .. AND WON ALL THE OTHERS .. LAME SHYTS .. -TWINS- REALLY IS IN AUDITION TO SUK PEOPLE COK ... ZZZ

sLgKiD <33>

2008-03-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

hi guys. i juz cr8 a new blog .. lols .. cause i find my old blog abit dead .. lols ! everything will be ok soon ba .. lols .. i try to make it nice as soon as possible ..

nth must to say la .. this few days super sad . no one to look for .. no one cared for me .. no nothing !! im totally useless .. if only i can help people .. make them happy .. thats the least im asking for .. but whenever i wan help them . they juz dun wan listen .. think i talking lots of bullshit .. or they juz say thanks and walk away . T_T

my exams get lousy liao .. WALEW !! dint know my chinese really sux to the core lor .. lols .. getting around 30+ nia ... WTF LOR !! everything i do is like useless in other people's eye .. maybe its true .. im juz some useless freak .. who dun know anything .. dun wanna do everything .. and dun have people to turn on ..

if this is how life is on earth .. WHY IS THERE LIFE ANYWAY ? someone saying a sentence and we all die .. STUPID RIGHTS ?